Departing

well i think it is sad to noe that those you are familiar working with going off soon.. just had a lunch date with the HO whom i meet on work. a bunch of funny Dr who love to crack stupid and funny jokes and c/o when they are on call or post call. well this lunch makes me realised a thing which i think it is pretty important.. it is time for me to improve on all the medical terminology in order to communicate well with them (ha ha). besides that, need to prepare for their departures soon as they are on a rotation based to other departments or Hospital every 4mths.. sad to know that coz i'm so used to them around me at work.. crapping with me and making fun of my name.. who will have the gut to call me Xu Huixin after they left.
Still remember how Laura and me become friends... well she was the first HO to approach me for my name...how i always make fun of Dr Koh HL with his childish behaviour... plus Dr Wong ST's ID pass..
well 6 more weeks to go.. cherish it..

First time

(Assume you are a girl if you are a boy)

It's your first time. As you lie back your

muscles tighten. You put him

off for a while searching for an excuse, but he

;refuses to be swayed as he

approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you

shake your head bravely.

He has had more experience, but it's the first

time his finger has found

the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver;

your body tenses; but

he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks

deeply within your eyes

and tells you to trust him - he's done this many

times before. His cool

smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him

;more room for an easy

entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,

but he slowly takes his

time, wanting to cause you as little pain as

possible. As he presses

;closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give

way; pain surges throughout

your body and you feel the slight trickle of

blood as he continues. He

looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too

painful.Your eyes are

filled with tears but you shake your head and nod

for him to go on. He

begins going in and out with skill but you are

now too numb to feel him

within you. After a few moments, you feel

something bursting within you and

he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to

have it over. He looks

at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a

chuckle; that you have been

his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience.

You smile and thank your

dentist. After all,it was your first time to have

a tooth pulled.

Naughty, Naughty!

What were you thinkin' ?

PERVERT

I know what you were thinking!

precious moments

i think i have missed the most precious moments in my life.. friendships...
lost quite a bit.. juz a lonely soul currently.. guess it is due to my up down mood that i dunnoe how to get along well with ppl??? dunnoe.. well i guess i can meet those hi bye firends only.. ha ha.. ironic rite.. so well well well.. juz enjoying being alone.. all alone and one alone..