不知这么了
突然回忆起
那年在异乡的那份悸动
２００８年５月１９日凌晨
好真实的感觉

想问你
你快乐吗？
我真的只想知道你是否快乐。。。
离开你以后
我希望你会过得很快乐
但你的眼神现在多了一份忧郁
多了很多思绪
想问你
你快乐吗？

说好了。。 我们要好好维持这个平衡点
谁都不能破环。。。
我们是一辈子的好朋友

很多时候， 我倔强。。。 任性
但我不勇敢
比起别人
我少了很多勇气
我想是因为没信心
所以我少了勇气
其实我不比任何人差
为何童年的阴影
总是挥之不去

“勇气不是天生的
是一点一滴累积的”

加油慧欣！！

每一场恋爱，都是一支只适合双人跳的舞曲。当其中有一个人喊停的时候，就无法继续。不管其中一方喊停的时间是什么时候，也不管喊停的理由对方能不能接受，两个人都只能同时放手。。。“停”此刻，一个人的口令，变成两人的动作。各自回到人生的座位前，不妨鞠躬说声：“谢谢！”，是风度，也是祝福。--吴若权


对不起
我忘了放手
谢谢你的包容
祝福你

原来根本没有所谓的曾经

离开你之后，我才发现
人真的是个很矛盾的动物
如果一直觉得答案是这样
就会不断地说服自己
曾经我把你当成是我的终点
所以我很难放手
现在我知道你是我的过客
就会得容易多了
也许我在下一个路口
就会遇到了我的终点也说不定

宋允浩

海芋的美
海芋的娇艳
海芋的高贵
不是每个人可以欣赏的

我想我习惯了一个人
一个人的生活
一个人的世界
自由
没有牵挂
期待一个人的旅行
在开始的地方
画上最后的句点
回到两条没有交际的平行线
其实一个人也不错嘛。。。

冬天好像来了。。。
今天好冷 好冷
手脚都好冰
我的心也觉得好冷
不管喝任何热饮
心都感觉不到一点温暖
我要勇敢一点
手冰了。。 不需要另一只手来给于温暖
放进自己的口袋，也可以暖暖的

我知道
我明了
有些人
只是人生的一个过客
而我
在努力地让伤口痊愈
我不想因为孤单而伤害任何人
不想把别人的真心当垃圾
而我
是值得被真心对待


ps 我全都相信你说的每一句

cant help to feel disappointed today..
very disappointed in fact..
what to do..
juz let things flow bah..
i choose not to do anything abt it

我不喜欢偷偷摸摸。。。
我们的关系难道不能摊在阳光底下
做朋友需要那么辛苦吗？

my fav song to end my day

不管有多不放心。。。
也要压着那不安的心
因为这件事与我无关
我不能总是拿着热脸去碰冷屁股
我是有尊严的

LIfe in HK

It has been 2.5 months since I move over
Life has been okay so far except for the past few days when I was down with high fever.
I enjoy sitting in my living room,
observing the changing colours of the sky during evening time
looking at the nightview of the Hong Kong Island in the middle of the night with a cup of drink in my hands and daze off..
in those sleepless nights, i will lie on the sofa and stare at the lovely nightview till I fall asleep.
I also enjoy going to the neighbourhood every weekend of do my groceries.. and get my bubble tea
it is interesting to move around the neighbourhood and discover new things..
people crowding around The Jockey Club.. with an earpiece on their ears during racing days..
during the change of season, there will be good sale over shoes n clothes..
even the things sold in many shops change as well...
my favourite bubble tea shop started to launch a Winter series of warm beverages...
Supermarket started to sell the ingredients for steamboats and those preserved meat
resturants launching steamboat menu and foodstalls started to sell claypot series of food....
on streets, u will get to see hawkers selling roasted chestnuts and sweet potatoes.. which u dont get to see in summer...
there are so many things I dont want to miss
I'm looking forward to observe new changes in my living environment..
at the same time yearn to go out more to explore as well...
another 7 more weeks.. i will be able to do so with my LX3.. may be an SLR to roam ard Hong Kong

praying hard

lets hope that the recurrent enlarged lymph nodes are due to infection...
I guess Sis has the same worries like me... but juz didnt verbalise out last night...
with the frequent headache and fatigue plus pain over joints I'm having
I guess she is worried about the chances of leukemia since we have a family history on it...
there is nothing much i can do now but just to rest well so that my fever will come down before the blood tests...
i have a lot of things on my hands... deadlines are coming... but there is nothing I can do..
rest well, sleep well... lets pray for the better... jus hope that we are only scaring ourselves ...