如果说我从不在意
我想那是假的
我比你还在意我的过去
对不起

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful


(",)

in need to be braver!

因为有你

想飞的心
好像只有你懂
感谢你让我飞翔
感谢你在原地等我
感谢你了解我的害怕
感谢你的体谅与鼓励
我不知道这次的旅途有什么惊喜
我不再害怕
因为
一切很美只因有你

王心凌-小星星 mv (full version)

for my Gong Gong.....

现在我很幸福

有一种淡淡的幸福
简单、
但不多余
它有着细水长流的感觉
慢慢侵蚀着我们的心
柱立起我们在彼此心里的分量
感谢你对我的包容
和你在一起的那瞬间
幸福就开始围绕着我打转
想告诉你
现在我很幸福
幸福是因为你
被你珍惜
被你包容

Happy 1st month anniversary

4 Dec 2010
An important date to be remembered as yz and i survived through the 1st month of the relationship
Yes, we are in the honeymoon phase but I guess we've been through events which new couple hardly go through.
been away for 2 weeks from each other, heavy topics abt timeline and even past which is mentioned minimally between close friends.
knowing yz for up to coming 2 months has been great. And Im happy to have him around with me at this phase of life. Not too sure how things will go as we are going to be busy still for the next couple of months... I have this little but STRONG faith that we will continue to work things out..

Happy 1st Month Anniversary 耀洲公公
我们要一起加油
很高兴遇见你
:chin chin:


慧欣婆婆

Hermit crab

Sighz
It seems that I nv learn well
Nv learn frm the past
Nv guard my heart
My heart sank with the words last nite
And indeed I am upset
Very upset...
It seems that things will repeat and I shldnt hv follow my heart
Doing things I feel are right which yet causing distress in others
Feeling lost and ....
All I know my defense mode is up and I'm again hiding in my shelf
And maybe the safe spot that I'm safe frm the environment

=）

对你，我有无尽透明的思念
对你，我有无比的安心
对你，我不曾怀疑
因为。。。
我相信
我们之间
有着不与伦比的美丽

Love quote...

"Love is not what we become, but what we already are."

心

心，耐心地等待
等待着燕子的归来
心，不停的压抑
压抑着那想你的心
没有包袱
没有束缚
想你的心
等你的心
在这静静的等你想你
不能让身在他乡的你担心
因为
我在乎

向日葵

如果你说我有着向日葵的个性
那。。。
悲伤从不属于向日葵
不管也有多黑
向日葵总是不断的找寻太阳
希望让自己快乐
而且把阳光带给大家
而你
现在是我抬头向往的太阳

不管距离有多遥远
我们的心
在这一刻
都在心碰心
紧紧地相依
没有任何距离

my heart grow fonder towards you each day

失去燈火之後不必慌亂，你還可以看見滿天繁星

现在的我
眼前看到了满天繁星
虽然距离有一点远
但
我的心是踏实的
我开始不再害怕、慌张
因为有你在

一定要幸福

这一次我们一定要幸福
不能让幸福中手中溜走
要好好地紧握幸福
幸福的握住彼此的手
幸福的一起眺望远方
肩并肩不再往后看

这是我对你的约定

傻笑中

傻笑中
对着你的三围号码傻笑中
对你的回音
我。。好像一直都在傻笑
开始了一连串的等待
开始又对着手机傻笑
你的回音
我在等待

一人两人

习惯了一个人
一个人逛街
一个人思索
一个人哭泣
现在我想往所谓的两个人
两个人所拥有的独立空间
两个人所拥有的共同空间
两个人的分享
两个人的世界
两个人一起眺望远方
拥有着共同的理想
你愿意成为那所谓的两人吗？

Going back to work has its pros and cons
at times it can be an engagement
but at certain moments I feel like being a sandwich to the extent of suffering from split personality
time for face off ....

wu yan...

那遠，卻安全。

我從來都知道失去是怎麼一回事

我只是不喜歡去面對這失去....更何況…」



更何況那段是[曾經]太傷，現在對我來說，那一段，只剩太遠。



遠到像隔了三萬英呎的天空無法擁抱妳的遙遠那樣遠。



遠到像我以為自己還愛妳，卻在聽到消息之後突然了解到那不是愛，

那只是單純的想念而已那樣遠。



遠到像海市蜃樓投影出的搞笑小丑，笑到我心都酸了那樣遠。



那遠，卻安全。








如果，我對妳的愛情是寂寞的話 那麼，就讓這寂寞昇華為友情吧

畢竟，從朋友變情人再變回朋友 我們，擁有了好美麗的兩次珍貴

My love

Pictures using my new SLR... graduation gift



In your eyes

无奈

无奈i guess is the only term i can use to describe how i feel towards events, relationships and things...
looking backward... i started to wonder if what I have done wrong in the past one yr and if that decision was a right one....
looking forward... I realised that i cant handle the change in the relationships between multiple people... and I do feel that they are jus too much for me to handle lately...
doesnt wan to complicate things... i started to be indifference... but that sensitivity of mine... cant help to juz feel upset by those words and things that had happened... it is good to be back as besties are ard... but seem like there are more bad weather casting over me since the very day i was back.... more tears need to be held back... more ways need to be given... yet things are still very tough on me.... no longer that happy as what i appeared to be.. no longer that easy as i thought... if life is like a river.... im in the rapids and it is a rough journey...

juz a strange feeling

juz feeling a bit strange...
have a gd news to share
but seems like no one out there can understand how i feel
i have come so far
work so hard but
the joy that i have experienced seems...so lonely...
juz becoz i went thru this route on my own?
juz becoz they dont understand?
this joy doesnt seem to be shared by others...
maybe it doesnt have that thing called 共鸣
at least this is what i believe...

To that special someone whom I wanna share the joy with (dont know when you will read n know it)
I did well for my Master...
gotten a distinction for that 1 yr of hard work
are you proud of me?
I hope I did you proud...
and did prove to you that life goes well without u

对不起，
我不会爱

祝你幸福、快乐

随笔：幸福影子

曾经爱过的两个人

会在彼此的灵魂中留下印记

就算感情淡了

那些生命中一起走过的片段

那些回忆

都会十分珍贵

毕竟我们曾有一次幸福的机会

一起逆着风飞翔

追寻心中的那个花园

似乎要拥有爱的完美

可惜我们都沒好好把握

只能继续伪装坚强洒脱

抱着遗憾努力地向前走

默默地庆幸能被所爱的人深深爱过

Out of the sudden
I realise Im a pretty prideful one...
prideful in a way that no one will notice...
someone who wants to strive
someone who wants to be recognised
someone who wants to win or outshine others
in a relationship, I might sacrifice alot or put down myself low...
but i guess ultimately I want to win in the relationship...
Someone once said that I was borned to be a leader...
who can look at things in a macro and micro perspectives
but am i really that capable?
I really wonder
maybe deep in my heart
I juz wan to win
win the battle
and win others
but to be honest
I guess things have changed as I'm the only enemy of myself..
not others


Jia you Summersnow

把头抬高
让眼泪往后流
就能够不让眼泪落下
可是我做不到， 也办不到
眼泪，它不停地流
不断地流
停不了
止不住

有人说， 放了手就要学习祝福
但为何， 心总在隐隐作痛

当初的伤心
是因为
不被你认同
是因为
被你误解
所谓的信任
所谓的依赖
那些定义
一夜被你打翻
原来
我你相信的
好不同

而我最在乎的，
是你从来都不相信我
相信我们

细雨绵绵的四月
我这才发现
我一起在默默地吊唁那已逝去的爱情

如果说一个谎
能隐瞒一切
不再成为那所谓的负担
别人能因此解脱
快乐
why not
最起码
他们会是快乐、幸福的

an unforeseen stress happened to arise ytd
things that nv come across my mind happened
I started to wonder about the relationship between people
the simple trust in others
and how naive i can be
always believe in goodness in others
nv realise that every single movement made...
you're being judged
judged for the motives behind
and being labeled as 不简单
i still hope for the good in people
i wanted to be hopeful
and i cant live in the world without trust..
it seems scary
我需要防人，还是别人防我

I really hope that everyone will be fine n happy...
they deserve those happiness...
If I could hv the abilities... I hope I can give them my happiness as well...
I hope i can do my part in bringing them those happiness... despite.. sacrificing mine...

原来我伤了自己
也伤了别人
sorry...

勇敢

你说我勇敢
我不以为然
因为那是个假像
一个伪装
一个不能放任自己的理由
其实我并不勇敢
只是我选择了
对自己
对他人负责
不管路有多不平坦
不管我有多害怕、多孤单
即使多想放任自己好好的大哭一场
我都要hold住
很努力的做个勇敢的人
最起码
不能让别人看到心中的恐惧
我不能输

我很想飞
想飞到世界的另一端
尝试那一万个可能
寻找那千万个奇迹
没有束缚
没有包袱
就那么简单
或许绕了地球一圈
我依然拥有你右手边的位子
或许绕了地球一圈
我们都有各自的天空

sense the stress
feel the stress
touch the stress..
this is how stressful i am..
arghz...

"曾经爱过的两个人
会在彼此的灵魂中留下印记
以后就算感情淡了
那些生命中一起走过的片段
那些回忆
也都会十分珍贵的"



我想过去的已经回不去了
或许当初那些不理智的举动
永远得不到谅解
或许
我们的缘分。。。 做朋友的缘分
只有仅仅的几年
我和你早在当初
变成两条平行线
你已经是那个我不熟悉的陌生人