well as you guys can see i'm not a frequent blogger... 36 posts in total since i started 18 mths ago.. that's too little rite.. something i do have a lot of things to write but juz that i dunnoe how to pen down. but i do enjoy posting a lot of Chi-na thingy( either i wrote or i read frm somewhere). if you are able to understand them u might be able to noe wat i'm thinking and experiencing.
recently there are a lot of personal and family matters happening around me... as much i wish to pen down.. there are risks in it.. significant others might read it.. arghs.. out of the sudden i realised that i'm a loner in fact. alot of emotional and psychosocial aspects are "running" in me and i do want to "vomit" them out but there isn't an avenue. yes i may seem to have a lot of friends.. but in times of trouble there isnt anyone that i can find and talk with... everyone seems to be so preoccupied with their work and relationships.. i may appear to be a weirdo in crowd.. the siao one who only can be a comedian... the unreasonable one who is extremely picky and fussy in her fyp... but it doesnt mean i'm ok
pls dun rely on me too much.. i'm not a superwoman. pls dun look for me only when u are in need... relationships are not an one-way thingy.. it shld be mutual my dear..
a listening ear and emotional support are all i need now..
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