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Got a bit teary recently..
often i will 含着泪睡着
i dun really know what actually bother me exactly...
but i do know that i'm affected by some small little changes observe on the facebook..
i start to wonder why
or shld i say that i need to learn to really acknowledge..
i'm stuck in a way
may be have sank in other way..


找不到方向望彩虹天堂

呼吸的痛

想念是会呼吸的痛
因为我不能继续呆在你身边
不能陪你嬉闹
因为离开是为了让我成长
是为了让你解脱

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
因为我输给了你和她过去
输给了起跑点
因为我不能给你她所能给的快乐
不能想被这过去捆住


我们好像只能背对背而已

潘裕文 潘王子 Peter Pan

Recently I am addicted to taiwanese variety show:超级星光大道
and, also i am addicted to one of the contestants--- 潘裕文！！！
soothing voice he has, 温暖， 能安抚人的歌声！！
潘王子！！！

潘裕文 林志炫--離人


潘裕文-旋木


潘裕文--走了嗎

珍惜

你的抽屉里面
一定藏了很多你珍惜的东西
只是已经放得太久
久的连你自己都忘记了
巧克力如果不吃
会被蚂蚁吃掉
身边的人如果不珍惜的话
也是会消失的


from Angel Lover

change of perception...

In order to continue to adapt
one needs to learn to change his/ her beliefs and values systems
i'm learning to do so..
trying hard to move out..

有人讓我明白在乎一個人的感受，讓我明白為在乎的人努力，是不求回報也會快樂的，
我想為我在乎的人繼續努力。

爱情转移

I was struck by a sentence in the lyrics of 爱情转移

“感情需要人接班 接近换来期望 期望带来失望的恶性循环”

Is this really a vicious cycle? I'm trying to understand.. shld i say i dont understand.. It is true that high hope may result in disappointment however hope give us a direction to move on...

If i need to respond to this line，i will say:

“我愿意为你的爱情接班， 但你愿意吗？
不要再期望什么
而是努力经营原有的一切
你的失望不再是一个人的负担
因为我愿意和你分担”

依赖

我想依赖你，可以吗？
我想和你分享我的喜怒哀乐，你愿意吗？
如果依赖成了习惯， 我希望你不要放开你的手
请让我继续地依赖你
我想一直躲在你的怀里，
依偎着你
一直感受到你的呵护
你是否愿意？

Abandonment

"abandon yourself to this new day
abandon yourself to what might be new for you today
abandon yourself to what may come, and let go of what you wish were true.
Keeping your hand clenched on the past doesn't let you accept anything new
abandon yourself and open your hand to see what new might come"

This is a quote from a journal article which i recently read for the schoolwork which i find it meaningful.
We need learn to let go the past and let things slowly heal by themselves. It is good for us to reminisce the past, but there is a limit. Holding onto the past doesnt allow you to change anything from the past. The past will continue to haunt you if you dont let go. It will continue to tear the scar apart and cause more pain in you. I've learnt to let go, have you?