Closure...

I teared today when my friend was sharing her granny's condition with me...
I'm sorry for this but I just couldnt help it...
I feel for it, and such feelings are so real...
They are something I felt before
Not only once but twice, and I struggled through that period...
I need to admit that I haven had any closures for those events...
I wonder whether I have a chance to do a proper closure...
There are a lot of things which are not within my controls...
especially my thoughts..
but can i do anything?
I dont think so...
My thoughts just choose to remain in the past...