sound pathetic

the night looks pathetic to me today,..
tension headache pestering me for the entire day..
then followed by the cramps which i seldom have..
had a little disagreement with wc..
now.. my shoulder hit onto something upwards when trying to get something..
severe aching now..
wanting to talk to someone...
seems that no one is available to talk to me..
out of 5 ppl I called
1 cant get thru despite trying for 3 times
dar busy with his othello game
1 sleeping since 9 plus coz he is sick
1 busy baking pizza
last one has no time for me..
sound pathetic..
I juz wan to talk..
but no one there to talk...
decided not to call anymore to prevent further disappointment... and make things sound even worse...
can anyone hear me out there??

Hello.... Hellooo...
HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO........