0110hr at hong kong...
my 1st wkend at my apartment...
have a stack of notes lying on my desk but i yet to have the motivation to read them...
meeting my prof next week.. but i yet to read the things he asked me too...
i need to admit... my mind is not with me...
i cant focus...
i watched 4 movies in a row since evening...
staring at the nightview in front of me
chose to wash my clothes which i bought ytd
had a glass of warm milk...
but i juz cant sleep..
my mind is wandering ard...
flashbacks keep haunting me for the whole day...
everything seems to be a nightmare...
even though i'm back at home...
i know i need to let go the past...
forgive myself...
but the more i tried, the more flashbacks and emotions hit...
why can i forgive him for the things he done... even though he had hurt me to the max... but not myself...
i need to get going....
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