Had a pretty 'interesting' lecture talking about issues regarding the mid semester evaluation today..[erm.. i think it was more like a confidence boosting session run by the lecturer] ha ha... kinda expected tt he wasn't surprised by the negative thoughts tt r downcasting us but i was rather SURPRISED that he thinks highly on us... 'hardworking batch ever seen, juz dun worry, most of u will definitely pass the exams'...i really wonder.. are all these really come frm the bottom of his heart or juz he is making use of his psychology knowledge to bring our anxiety level down... sighz personally i dun think im hardworking esp when my entire mind is giving 5566 all my attention.. well u can't blame mi for this when it's a form of escape frm reality for mi...
sometimes i really admire the art of boasting this lecturer had, always tries to show off his abilities and also not forgetting to compliment himself indirectly while put in effort to bring up out confidence... but indeed i think he was quite a gd therapist, am i rite pals?? quite clear-minded... can i be like him? well i think it's really need some experience..
i remember he mentioned about the main ingredients that made up a gd therapist today are resilence, confidence and positive thoughts. and indeed i need to admit tt the course, which was originally meant to be 3 1/2yrs but being squeezed into a 3yr course, is really pushing us to a limit that i almost gg to breakdown, juz to make us be more resilent. but also making us to cut down our social life.. sometimes i really feel tt cutting social life issues due to heavy sch work are contradicting some of the OT outcomes for our clients: care for others, possess gd socialization skills, community mobility, isn't it? mugging and mugging all day really limit the above tt i have mentioned to my dearest future OT collegues, and i really find tt i am sorting of drifting away frm my social circle and my JC frenz.... but wat can i do? sighz (-ve thought)..
hopefully by the end of the entire course, i will really manage to obtain the best ingredients of it.... the journey is still long.....
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