Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
thank you for calling to check on me today...
I know you are very concern about me being alone overseas... and my health...
I need to admit that I'm touched by your act of kindness...
But I need to apologise if I have hurt you too...
You said that I can lean onto you at times of need...
and you are upset for not being there for me previously... and you want to make up for it...
but is there a need to make up?
I dont think so...
It is just a phase of life to me.. and I need to learn it well...
and it is just not the right time for us to talk about anything....
I need a little peace.. and I hope you can understand....
I know you are very concern about me being alone overseas... and my health...
I need to admit that I'm touched by your act of kindness...
But I need to apologise if I have hurt you too...
You said that I can lean onto you at times of need...
and you are upset for not being there for me previously... and you want to make up for it...
but is there a need to make up?
I dont think so...
It is just a phase of life to me.. and I need to learn it well...
and it is just not the right time for us to talk about anything....
I need a little peace.. and I hope you can understand....
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Sunday, September 06, 2009
emo-ing
0110hr at hong kong...
my 1st wkend at my apartment...
have a stack of notes lying on my desk but i yet to have the motivation to read them...
meeting my prof next week.. but i yet to read the things he asked me too...
i need to admit... my mind is not with me...
i cant focus...
i watched 4 movies in a row since evening...
staring at the nightview in front of me
chose to wash my clothes which i bought ytd
had a glass of warm milk...
but i juz cant sleep..
my mind is wandering ard...
flashbacks keep haunting me for the whole day...
everything seems to be a nightmare...
even though i'm back at home...
i know i need to let go the past...
forgive myself...
but the more i tried, the more flashbacks and emotions hit...
why can i forgive him for the things he done... even though he had hurt me to the max... but not myself...
i need to get going....
my 1st wkend at my apartment...
have a stack of notes lying on my desk but i yet to have the motivation to read them...
meeting my prof next week.. but i yet to read the things he asked me too...
i need to admit... my mind is not with me...
i cant focus...
i watched 4 movies in a row since evening...
staring at the nightview in front of me
chose to wash my clothes which i bought ytd
had a glass of warm milk...
but i juz cant sleep..
my mind is wandering ard...
flashbacks keep haunting me for the whole day...
everything seems to be a nightmare...
even though i'm back at home...
i know i need to let go the past...
forgive myself...
but the more i tried, the more flashbacks and emotions hit...
why can i forgive him for the things he done... even though he had hurt me to the max... but not myself...
i need to get going....
Friday, August 28, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
moving closer to the departure date...
i'm experiencing more and more emotions...
I even have this silly idea or imagination that things will be better with wc ard...
maybe subconsciously i hope he is still ard with me... guide me... support me...
but i'm clear that it is just a wishful thinking... something that will nv happen...
more flashbacks these days when I'm preparing the trip...
i'm quite envious that LipChin's bf is so supportive towards this study trip...
i know that wc will be that supportive if he is still my bf...
doing a Masters.. maintaining a long distance relationship are something both of us had talked abt and painted together. In fact, he used to be one of the reasons why i hope to do my Masters so that this qualification made it easier for me to find a job in overseas when he needs to work elsewhere... well, these were wat we painted previously... and i seriously understand that he is no longer the reason for me to work so hard for that Masters....他不是我的甜蜜负担了
I need to be very clear why I'm doing this Masters... It is an opportunity that comes along after the breakup... and I decided to seize it... but what is the ultimate goal i'm looking at? i dont know... it is my first time not knowing what i want in life... not that goal oriented as usual... I dont know what I want... just hoping that things will get clear as things go... i hope i sincerely hope so..
i'm experiencing more and more emotions...
I even have this silly idea or imagination that things will be better with wc ard...
maybe subconsciously i hope he is still ard with me... guide me... support me...
but i'm clear that it is just a wishful thinking... something that will nv happen...
more flashbacks these days when I'm preparing the trip...
i'm quite envious that LipChin's bf is so supportive towards this study trip...
i know that wc will be that supportive if he is still my bf...
doing a Masters.. maintaining a long distance relationship are something both of us had talked abt and painted together. In fact, he used to be one of the reasons why i hope to do my Masters so that this qualification made it easier for me to find a job in overseas when he needs to work elsewhere... well, these were wat we painted previously... and i seriously understand that he is no longer the reason for me to work so hard for that Masters....他不是我的甜蜜负担了
I need to be very clear why I'm doing this Masters... It is an opportunity that comes along after the breakup... and I decided to seize it... but what is the ultimate goal i'm looking at? i dont know... it is my first time not knowing what i want in life... not that goal oriented as usual... I dont know what I want... just hoping that things will get clear as things go... i hope i sincerely hope so..
mi.,,
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
fear...
8 more days..
honestly speaking i'm not really mentally prepared...
i know i have to go.. a choice i have made..
but dont too sure if i'm ready to go..
i know i'm a lucky babe to gotten the scholarship
have been psycho-ing myself to go..
but wonder if it really helps..
well i need a lot of courages to be out alone..
need a lot of blessings frm you...
well i guess the bridge will be straightened.. once my feet are at the departure gates..
shant look back..
i cross my heart...
honestly speaking i'm not really mentally prepared...
i know i have to go.. a choice i have made..
but dont too sure if i'm ready to go..
i know i'm a lucky babe to gotten the scholarship
have been psycho-ing myself to go..
but wonder if it really helps..
well i need a lot of courages to be out alone..
need a lot of blessings frm you...
well i guess the bridge will be straightened.. once my feet are at the departure gates..
shant look back..
i cross my heart...
Monday, August 03, 2009
一个人就好
你有没有过一样的心情
明明很痛
明明很想两个人
却只能一个人
在倔强之后
在寂寞之前
擦掉眼泪
告诉自己
一个人就好。。。。
一个人就好
作词/作曲：徐旻铃 编曲：郑楠
演唱：刘力扬
街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好
为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好
心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好
一个人就好
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
有人说我对大家不坦白
其实我何尝对自己坦白过。。。
从爱情退潮的那一刻
我试着松开手
但回忆却没放掉
而曾有的承诺变成一种嘲笑
我开始害怕寂寞
害怕无人的转角
努力的挤满欢笑
但当初的笑容已不再
眼泪不时来凑热闹
我开始自己擦掉眼泪
因为我明白
地球 继续绕
而曾经憧憬的未来
不会来。。。
而我。。。
一个人过 就很好
明明很痛
明明很想两个人
却只能一个人
在倔强之后
在寂寞之前
擦掉眼泪
告诉自己
一个人就好。。。。
一个人就好
作词/作曲：徐旻铃 编曲：郑楠
演唱：刘力扬
街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好
为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好
心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好
一个人就好
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
有人说我对大家不坦白
其实我何尝对自己坦白过。。。
从爱情退潮的那一刻
我试着松开手
但回忆却没放掉
而曾有的承诺变成一种嘲笑
我开始害怕寂寞
害怕无人的转角
努力的挤满欢笑
但当初的笑容已不再
眼泪不时来凑热闹
我开始自己擦掉眼泪
因为我明白
地球 继续绕
而曾经憧憬的未来
不会来。。。
而我。。。
一个人过 就很好
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Cherish
Cherish. (Author: Unknown @ Absolutely Poetry)
Cherish things while you still have them,
before they're gone,
and you realize how precious they really are.
Life can only be understood backwards,
but it must be lived forwards.
Everything in life is temporary.
So if things are going well,
enjoy it because it won't last forever.
And if things are going badly,
don't worry because that won't last forever either.
Destiny is not a matter of chance,
it is a matter of choice;
it is not a thing to be waited for,
it is a thing to be achieved.
Cherish things while you still have them,
before they're gone,
and you realize how precious they really are.
Life can only be understood backwards,
but it must be lived forwards.
Everything in life is temporary.
So if things are going well,
enjoy it because it won't last forever.
And if things are going badly,
don't worry because that won't last forever either.
Destiny is not a matter of chance,
it is a matter of choice;
it is not a thing to be waited for,
it is a thing to be achieved.
"Note the emotion and move on. Emotions never last...it just recurs and go away.. sometimes shorter, sometimes longer but never quite the same and always intangible. So no point dwelling on for too long. Be connected to emotions but try not to be dictated by it for too long."
Something for me to learn.. to grow..
Something for me to learn.. to grow..
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
悔、恨
我一直在想
你是否后悔曾经所做的种种
是否在想现在的经历
是一种现实报
是一种惩罚你过去的种种
我不了解我为何要若无其事得面对你
但是为了一个字professionalism...
我必须面对你
面对我所厌恶的你
面对一个自私的长辈
面对一个只为金钱的看齐
不顾在婆婆生命边缘搏斗的长辈
对于现在的你
我并不同情， 不怜悯
我只希望在当下你没认出我
我和你只是陌生人
你是否后悔曾经所做的种种
是否在想现在的经历
是一种现实报
是一种惩罚你过去的种种
我不了解我为何要若无其事得面对你
但是为了一个字professionalism...
我必须面对你
面对我所厌恶的你
面对一个自私的长辈
面对一个只为金钱的看齐
不顾在婆婆生命边缘搏斗的长辈
对于现在的你
我并不同情， 不怜悯
我只希望在当下你没认出我
我和你只是陌生人
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
1st Jul 2009
1st Jul 2009... the so called 1st yr anniversary if we were still together...
I actually survived...
yes i do think of u.. did experience flashbacks..
but it wasnt as bad as what i thought it would be...
no tears... but juz feel 无奈
听着杨丞琳的[学会]， 我想你我的分开也是一种缘分。。。
“我们肩并肩走不到明天
终于我了解爱有期限
也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念
就算你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变 ”
我想我从不是一个很体贴的女朋友
或许我了解地太晚吧
是时候为自己想想。。。
好好的释放自己
平平静静地走下去
I actually survived...
yes i do think of u.. did experience flashbacks..
but it wasnt as bad as what i thought it would be...
no tears... but juz feel 无奈
听着杨丞琳的[学会]， 我想你我的分开也是一种缘分。。。
“我们肩并肩走不到明天
终于我了解爱有期限
也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念
就算你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变 ”
我想我从不是一个很体贴的女朋友
或许我了解地太晚吧
是时候为自己想想。。。
好好的释放自己
平平静静地走下去
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
失落沙洲 徐佳瑩
又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
To Wencong:
“从朋友变情人有个好处是，因为两个人已经熟到了某个程度，所以可以省略初交时的尴尬期”。
“那如果从情人变为朋友呢？”
“那会更珍贵。因为我们相爱过，我们失去过，所以我们会更了解对方，更懂得珍惜这份得来不易的友情”。
“那如果从朋友变成情人，又从情人变成朋友呢？”
“那我会希望你是个比我还幸福的朋友”。
“因为能当朋友始终珍贵，能够相爱是种珍贵，在世界上几百亿的人当中，我们遇见彼此，我们变成朋友，然后我们心动，我们勇敢，我们相爱， 就算最后由变回朋友，我会希望对方是比我还幸福的人，因为我们拥有过两次珍贵的机会”。
你懂吗？
dont know if you will ever read this msg or not...
“那如果从情人变为朋友呢？”
“那会更珍贵。因为我们相爱过，我们失去过，所以我们会更了解对方，更懂得珍惜这份得来不易的友情”。
“那如果从朋友变成情人，又从情人变成朋友呢？”
“那我会希望你是个比我还幸福的朋友”。
“因为能当朋友始终珍贵，能够相爱是种珍贵，在世界上几百亿的人当中，我们遇见彼此，我们变成朋友，然后我们心动，我们勇敢，我们相爱， 就算最后由变回朋友，我会希望对方是比我还幸福的人，因为我们拥有过两次珍贵的机会”。
你懂吗？
dont know if you will ever read this msg or not...
Saturday, May 09, 2009
问题：拔河
从另一个角度来看，
谁跟谁坐在一起，
其实早就在问题形成之前就已经注定好了。
什么事情都是这样，
所有的答案都在问题形成前，
就已经清楚刻在每个人的脑海中---九把刀
我们之间的问题其实在很久以前已经出现过了
只是我们彼此都不想认输
努力的在这场爱情中继续拔河
结果我们都伤痕累累。。。
彻底释放了彼此后
我很好。。。
你好吗？
谁跟谁坐在一起，
其实早就在问题形成之前就已经注定好了。
什么事情都是这样，
所有的答案都在问题形成前，
就已经清楚刻在每个人的脑海中---九把刀
我们之间的问题其实在很久以前已经出现过了
只是我们彼此都不想认输
努力的在这场爱情中继续拔河
结果我们都伤痕累累。。。
彻底释放了彼此后
我很好。。。
你好吗？
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
梁靜茹 我們就到這
梁靜茹─「我們就到這」歌詞
作詞：方文山 作曲：陳忠義 編曲：Mac Chew
玻璃中反射 咖啡還溫熱 我用霧氣在鏡面手寫著 愛你呢
床上音樂盒 依舊旋轉著 但你卻不再為我唱歌說我是你的
＊ 對的錯的 做了選擇 故事說到這
只是過去的甜蜜 太過深刻 要多久 才能夠褪色
好的壞的 做了選擇 我們就到這
縱然會難以割捨 又能如何 說好了 這個時刻 不互相指責
初戀的顏色 我們都記得 像家鄉那條小河透明得很清澈
你曾為我摺 一千個紙鶴 如今卻連一個擁抱你我都尷尬著
Repeat ＊
永遠的承諾是彼此給的 只是當初任誰也不曉得
愛情的轉折 比想像中的坎坷 感情的怨懟拉扯 牢牢捆綁著
有些裂痕你無法去遮 只能捨得
對的錯的 做了選擇 故事說到這
只是過去的甜蜜 太過深刻 要多久 才能夠褪色
愛的恨的 做了選擇 我們就到這
就讓我曾愛過的 記憶深刻 其他的 (才能夠褪色)
就此放手 微笑的帶過
就此放手 微笑的帶過
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其實兩個人從在一起到分開
很難用確切的刻度去計算
誰付出得多少
只能說若你付出了
就別後悔吧
畢竟這一輩子
能用盡心力去愛一個人
也是很美的事
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大树
曾经你是我心中的那棵大树
一棵让我心安的大树
有你在， 一切的不安都已经不重要了
因为你，我学会了依赖
我曾以为那棵大树会一直都在
一直为我挡风遮雨
但我错了
原来。。。
大树会倒
所有的不安情绪也会被释放。。。
彼此伤害
饶了一大圈
我才发现一棵属于自己的大树早已茁壮成长
本以为很重要的那棵大树
原来并不是那么重要
原来我可以不再依赖， 不再眷恋。。。
而心中早已默默的期待
下一棵陪我一起成长的大树
一棵让我心安的大树
有你在， 一切的不安都已经不重要了
因为你，我学会了依赖
我曾以为那棵大树会一直都在
一直为我挡风遮雨
但我错了
原来。。。
大树会倒
所有的不安情绪也会被释放。。。
彼此伤害
饶了一大圈
我才发现一棵属于自己的大树早已茁壮成长
本以为很重要的那棵大树
原来并不是那么重要
原来我可以不再依赖， 不再眷恋。。。
而心中早已默默的期待
下一棵陪我一起成长的大树
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
我们怎么了。。。
这几天我都在反复听着SHE的这首歌。。。
反复的问自己我们怎么了。。。
"落泪以前再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视
窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么
复活
你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么
复活
明明从前
连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会
说句话就能肿一边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么
复活"
什么时候我们的爱能复活。。。
什么时候我们能像从前一样。。。
什么时候我能再次从你身上感受到温暖的体温。。。
什么时候你能再次吻我。。。
什么时候这一天才会到来。。。
反复的问自己我们怎么了。。。
"落泪以前再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视
窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么
复活
你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么
复活
明明从前
连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会
说句话就能肿一边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么
复活"
什么时候我们的爱能复活。。。
什么时候我们能像从前一样。。。
什么时候我能再次从你身上感受到温暖的体温。。。
什么时候你能再次吻我。。。
什么时候这一天才会到来。。。
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Thursday, March 05, 2009
你不是真正的快乐
人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然后才后悔着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着
___________________________________
五月天
虚伪的表情
不在乎的在乎
一切都好伤人
天平从不平衡
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然后才后悔着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着
___________________________________
五月天
虚伪的表情
不在乎的在乎
一切都好伤人
天平从不平衡
Saturday, February 21, 2009
612星球
满园玫瑰我以为找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什么人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错
望着天空爱是否活在童话里头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属于我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我
擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
路上相爱的人那么多
我会幸福吗在什么时候
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属于我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我(等等我)
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属于我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我(尚在等我)
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我
我以为只要紧握手中的玻璃球
我就能得到我想拥有的
没想到却满手是伤。。。
但我愿意傻傻地相信
有一天手上的伤会慢慢的痊愈
你和我能一起握住幸福玻璃球
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
我现在才发现
我爱的方式错了。。。
完完全全的错了
我会慢慢的改变。。。
放慢我的脚步
你才能够跟上
i think i have been forgetting the most important part in a relationship
the art of accepting..
accepting the jokes you have cracked.. not to get too uptight with...
accepting your character.. not rushing you into things... or push you to get things done...
accepting the fact that we are of the different natures...
i sorry for all the mistakes i have made...
i wil constantly remind myself abt it..
let work things out together ok..
dar dar... jia you jia you...
我爱的方式错了。。。
完完全全的错了
我会慢慢的改变。。。
放慢我的脚步
你才能够跟上
i think i have been forgetting the most important part in a relationship
the art of accepting..
accepting the jokes you have cracked.. not to get too uptight with...
accepting your character.. not rushing you into things... or push you to get things done...
accepting the fact that we are of the different natures...
i sorry for all the mistakes i have made...
i wil constantly remind myself abt it..
let work things out together ok..
dar dar... jia you jia you...
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
忧
心中有一种淡淡的忧伤
在夜深人静的时候
总是隐隐作痛
泪总是不争气的落下
以前， 你的爱情我在对面
我以为我可以给你满满的幸福
满满的快乐
现在，你的爱情我在里面
我却发现我错了
我只能给你烦恼
给你很多很多的不愉快
我的贴心成了你的负担
我的泪水给了你包袱
到底我能给你什么。。。
我开始不知道了。。。
不知道了。。。
我能给的不是你想要的
就像风筝断了线
我失去了方向。。。
在夜深人静的时候
总是隐隐作痛
泪总是不争气的落下
以前， 你的爱情我在对面
我以为我可以给你满满的幸福
满满的快乐
现在，你的爱情我在里面
我却发现我错了
我只能给你烦恼
给你很多很多的不愉快
我的贴心成了你的负担
我的泪水给了你包袱
到底我能给你什么。。。
我开始不知道了。。。
不知道了。。。
我能给的不是你想要的
就像风筝断了线
我失去了方向。。。
Thursday, January 01, 2009
最幸福的事
我最幸福的事， 是我手机在半个小时内显示8个以上的miss calls
那时是我第一次感觉到你的贴心
为你心动的源头
我会记得那晚我是如何甜甜的入睡
我最幸福的事， 是我们在台北离别的拥抱
虽然有一点感伤，但我们知道彼此的心里有着对方
我最幸福的事，是我们在世界的不同角落
借着简讯，msn 关心着彼此
收到你的简讯的晚上， 总是睡得很甜
我最幸福的事， 是我们在黑夜行走，
你第一次牵我的手的那一刻
虽然那是短暂，但已深深的刻在我心里面
我最幸福的事， 是你第一次为我庆祝生日
2008/6/27 凌晨一点十分我吃着载着满满祝福的雪糕
第一次凌晨吃雪糕
毫无预警的惊喜已足以让我感动好久
我最幸福的事，是你突然牵我的手
奔驰到马路的另一旁
帮我揽了一辆德士
催促我马上回家
我最幸福的事，是你把我拥在怀里
轻轻的吻着我的额头
开始叙述我们的恋情
那时是我第一次感觉到属于你的气息
我最幸福的事， 是你在人群中紧握我的手
担心我会走失
我最幸福的事， 是你“强迫”我披上你的外套
虽然有一点霸道
但我知道你是为我好
我最幸福的事， 是能和你一起看烟花
虽然烟火短暂美丽
但我知道那一刻的回忆是永恒的
还有好多好多最幸福的事
我无法一一的写下
感谢你让我拥有着许多最幸福的事
因为有你我的世界出现的一道道彩虹
Sunday, December 28, 2008
说好的幸福呢？
你幸福吗？
你这么了？
是累了吗？
还是你已厌倦了争吵。。。
还是你一不在乎我们所拥有的一切
或许我们的爱情已面临选择
但。。。
我们当初说好的幸福呢？
我们是否应该让回忆淡了
各自寻找该有的幸福？
可是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢？
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
突然好想你
最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息
想念如果會有聲音 不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於 我自己
只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己
突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛
我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你 帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下 最痛的紀念品
我們 那麼甜那麼美那麼相信 那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各算的幸福和遺憾中老去
突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息
最怕此生 已經決心自己過 沒有你 卻又突然 聽到你的消息
每當獨自一人時，總會不經意的想起某段回憶，不管是快樂或愉快。 每當見到某個場景，就好像回到了從前，這時連朋友的問候都能引起 心理的激盪!
對於他/她的消息總是想知道卻又害怕再次受傷~
Monday, December 08, 2008
places where i want go...
there are several places i would like to go... anyone keen to go with me..
- Sunset at Hendersen Waves
- Forest adventure at bedok reservoir park
- downtown hub
- Swimming at Jurong swimming complex
- Marina Barrage
- Tree top trail at MacRitchie Reservoir Park
- Sunset at Hendersen Waves
- Forest adventure at bedok reservoir park
- downtown hub
- Swimming at Jurong swimming complex
- Marina Barrage
- Tree top trail at MacRitchie Reservoir Park
Sunday, November 30, 2008
十句值得深思的话：
第一句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人
第二句
付出真心，才会得到真心，
却也可能伤的彻底。。。
保持距离，就能保护自己，
却也注定永远寂寞
第三句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人，
才是真正爱你的人
第四句
有时候， 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重
第五句
冷漠，有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具
第六句
如果我们之前有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第一步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第七句
为你的难过而快乐的， 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的， 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的，就是那些该放进心里的人
第八句
就算是believe中间
也藏了一个lie
第九句
真正的好朋友，并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起， 就算不说话，而不会感到尴尬
第十句
朋友就是被你看透了，
还能谅解你的人
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人
第二句
付出真心，才会得到真心，
却也可能伤的彻底。。。
保持距离，就能保护自己，
却也注定永远寂寞
第三句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人，
才是真正爱你的人
第四句
有时候， 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重
第五句
冷漠，有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具
第六句
如果我们之前有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第一步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第七句
为你的难过而快乐的， 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的， 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的，就是那些该放进心里的人
第八句
就算是believe中间
也藏了一个lie
第九句
真正的好朋友，并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起， 就算不说话，而不会感到尴尬
第十句
朋友就是被你看透了，
还能谅解你的人
走音
我以为所做的一切是对的
但却发现所谓的对是我一厢情愿的
所谓的甜蜜开始成了责任
所谓的责任演变成负担
因为负担我们都会变得不开心
渐渐得我们的爱情开始走音
"雖然沒車能接送妳
海角天邊都陪妳去
送了一個小驚喜 忙幾星期
妳眼中 有小星星
妳不開心就抱緊妳
妳有話說我就安靜
為妳改好了個性 磨平脾氣
才曉得默契會飄移
妳的愛情在走音 變成另一個旋律
我還在執迷 拼了命去合音
妳像下雪的表情 是會過完的冬季
我把心 劃成火柴卻看見漆黑的夢境
聽見愛情在走音 痛是太長的抖音
我不愛煽情 但雙唇抖個不停
本來幸福的主題 怎麼唱成了悲劇
選錯歌 唱再用心也無力
對街狂奔大喊愛妳
擁擠捷運流下淚滴
這個瘋狂的自己 來自哪裡
我已經不懂我自己”
黄靖伦[走音]
但却发现所谓的对是我一厢情愿的
所谓的甜蜜开始成了责任
所谓的责任演变成负担
因为负担我们都会变得不开心
渐渐得我们的爱情开始走音
"雖然沒車能接送妳
海角天邊都陪妳去
送了一個小驚喜 忙幾星期
妳眼中 有小星星
妳不開心就抱緊妳
妳有話說我就安靜
為妳改好了個性 磨平脾氣
才曉得默契會飄移
妳的愛情在走音 變成另一個旋律
我還在執迷 拼了命去合音
妳像下雪的表情 是會過完的冬季
我把心 劃成火柴卻看見漆黑的夢境
聽見愛情在走音 痛是太長的抖音
我不愛煽情 但雙唇抖個不停
本來幸福的主題 怎麼唱成了悲劇
選錯歌 唱再用心也無力
對街狂奔大喊愛妳
擁擠捷運流下淚滴
這個瘋狂的自己 來自哪裡
我已經不懂我自己”
黄靖伦[走音]
Monday, November 17, 2008
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Sunday, November 09, 2008
带我走
每次我总一个人走
交叉路口自己生活
这次你却说等我走
某个角落就你和我
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑像天空缠绵雨的汹涌
在你的身后计算的步伐每个背影每个场景
都有发过的梦
带我走到遥远的以后
带走我一个人自转的寂寞
带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕带我走
每次我总独自远走
保持缄默不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走
彼此温柔从此以后
白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨 wo~~
蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏...
带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫 wo~~
带我走
如果没有你
hey我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
最想说的话我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你
没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你
我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已
hey我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否也像我一样在想你
Monday, October 27, 2008
A little note from dear
dar
I guess tmr itself is a very impt day for you and me...
You will be embarking into the new chapter of your life as work commences...
our relationship will also be moving into another phase as well...
to be honest to you...
i am a bit fearful of how things will progress in the future...
I'm fearful of more and more upcoming squabbles as more stress from work set in for both of us...
I know that your working hours are a bit irregular and unexpected...
i will learn to accommodate with it... but please give me some time..
there are a lot of things i need to learn...
i need to learn to get use to the fact that you cant always be there physically for me like you were in the past...
i promise i will let you know if there is any trouble...
I promise i will stay strong and be less wilful and stubborn...
I will keep myself healthy and less tension headache with me...
BUT... dar can you also promise me something...
please dont bottle up ur unhappiness if there is anyway...
remember we are always juz a line away or even diagonally across a long long street...
i believe that we will be fine between both of us if we are willing to work things out
我们一起加油！！！
from Dear...
I guess tmr itself is a very impt day for you and me...
You will be embarking into the new chapter of your life as work commences...
our relationship will also be moving into another phase as well...
to be honest to you...
i am a bit fearful of how things will progress in the future...
I'm fearful of more and more upcoming squabbles as more stress from work set in for both of us...
I know that your working hours are a bit irregular and unexpected...
i will learn to accommodate with it... but please give me some time..
there are a lot of things i need to learn...
i need to learn to get use to the fact that you cant always be there physically for me like you were in the past...
i promise i will let you know if there is any trouble...
I promise i will stay strong and be less wilful and stubborn...
I will keep myself healthy and less tension headache with me...
BUT... dar can you also promise me something...
please dont bottle up ur unhappiness if there is anyway...
remember we are always juz a line away or even diagonally across a long long street...
i believe that we will be fine between both of us if we are willing to work things out
我们一起加油！！！
from Dear...
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
祝願天下有情人終成眷屬
Found this online... for you guys..
人生就是為了找尋愛的過程，每個人的人生都要找到四個人
第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.
首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？
沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你 。
當一個人不愛你要離開你，
你要問自己還愛不愛他，
如果你也不愛他了，千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開；
如果你還愛他，你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂，
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起，絕不會阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已經不愛他了，
而如果你不愛他，你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢？
愛不是佔有，
你喜歡月亮，不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡，
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說，你愛一個人，也可以用另一種方式擁有，
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶，
如果你真愛一個人，就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好，也愛他的壞：
愛他的優點，也愛他的缺點，
絕不能因為愛他，就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子，
萬一變不成就不愛他了。
真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的，
你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞，你都希望這個人陪著你；
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守，也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟，感情必須付出，而不是只想獲得；
分開是一種必然的考驗，
如果你們感情不夠穩固，只好認輸，
真愛是不會變成怨恨的。
兩人在談情說愛的時候，
最喜歡叫對方發誓，許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓，
就是因為我們不相信對方，我們根本不相信情人，
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際：
海枯石爛、地老天荒，都不能改變我對你的愛!
明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒；
就算會，也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意，不要許下可以實現的諾言，
最好是承諾做不到的事，
反正做不到的，隨便說說也不要緊，
請記住：”不可能實現的諾言最動人”
在愛情裡，說的是一套，做的是另一套；
講的人不相信，聽的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第幾個？
茫茫人海中，你遇見了誰？誰又遇見了你？
這是一個朋友轉發給我的信。常常收到類似的讓我繼續轉發的郵件，號稱如果這樣做了就會怎麼樣之類，通常我會把自己作為終點，但是這封信打動了我，因為它說："收到了這封信，是因為有人在默默的祝福，因為你也愛你身邊的一些人"。帶著愛的，一切將如願以償。
你看到了嗎？我在默默的祝福你。
人生就是為了找尋愛的過程，每個人的人生都要找到四個人
第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.
首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？
沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你 。
當一個人不愛你要離開你，
你要問自己還愛不愛他，
如果你也不愛他了，千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開；
如果你還愛他，你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂，
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起，絕不會阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已經不愛他了，
而如果你不愛他，你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢？
愛不是佔有，
你喜歡月亮，不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡，
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說，你愛一個人，也可以用另一種方式擁有，
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶，
如果你真愛一個人，就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好，也愛他的壞：
愛他的優點，也愛他的缺點，
絕不能因為愛他，就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子，
萬一變不成就不愛他了。
真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的，
你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞，你都希望這個人陪著你；
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守，也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟，感情必須付出，而不是只想獲得；
分開是一種必然的考驗，
如果你們感情不夠穩固，只好認輸，
真愛是不會變成怨恨的。
兩人在談情說愛的時候，
最喜歡叫對方發誓，許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓，
就是因為我們不相信對方，我們根本不相信情人，
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際：
海枯石爛、地老天荒，都不能改變我對你的愛!
明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒；
就算會，也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意，不要許下可以實現的諾言，
最好是承諾做不到的事，
反正做不到的，隨便說說也不要緊，
請記住：”不可能實現的諾言最動人”
在愛情裡，說的是一套，做的是另一套；
講的人不相信，聽的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第幾個？
茫茫人海中，你遇見了誰？誰又遇見了你？
這是一個朋友轉發給我的信。常常收到類似的讓我繼續轉發的郵件，號稱如果這樣做了就會怎麼樣之類，通常我會把自己作為終點，但是這封信打動了我，因為它說："收到了這封信，是因為有人在默默的祝福，因為你也愛你身邊的一些人"。帶著愛的，一切將如願以償。
你看到了嗎？我在默默的祝福你。
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Suddenly i start to wonder what i really wan for my life...
In the past, mingjuan and co always think that my life was well planned and organised...
everything that happened since to be on the track...
every single things seemed to be on scheduled
but now to me...
it seems like my life does not seem to be on the track and on schedule..
in the past, I want to get certain things.. i planned and I got them..
but now.. I dont seem to have a control over what is going to happen..
and i start to be a bit fickle-minded...
WHat do I really wan to achieve out of the next 5 years of my life?
What do I really wan for my life...?
marriage? Career? ???
a lot of ? appear but i cant resolve them...
what do i really wan??
Wo Bu ZHi DAo....
In the past, mingjuan and co always think that my life was well planned and organised...
everything that happened since to be on the track...
every single things seemed to be on scheduled
but now to me...
it seems like my life does not seem to be on the track and on schedule..
in the past, I want to get certain things.. i planned and I got them..
but now.. I dont seem to have a control over what is going to happen..
and i start to be a bit fickle-minded...
WHat do I really wan to achieve out of the next 5 years of my life?
What do I really wan for my life...?
marriage? Career? ???
a lot of ? appear but i cant resolve them...
what do i really wan??
Wo Bu ZHi DAo....
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
feeling torn...
at times i really feel that i'm not being understand...
the things i want.. things that i hope to
are all not being understood...
ppl please dun think that you all understand me in and out...
when you guys are not..
i'm tired le really tired le..
the things i want.. things that i hope to
are all not being understood...
ppl please dun think that you all understand me in and out...
when you guys are not..
i'm tired le really tired le..
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
我们要加油！
我说过我们拥有一种默契
一种神奇的魔力
能接彼此的口中的话
能知道彼此的想法
你同意
你说过我们一起加油 努力
因为我们饶了一圈
才走到这里
才拥有现在
我同意
我一直在往前看
但我必须承认
我需要放开手中的过去
不再受到任何的影响
可是我需要时间
我一直都在努力
一直会很努力
要等我一起跑完这场马拉松。。
加油加油。。。。
一种神奇的魔力
能接彼此的口中的话
能知道彼此的想法
你同意
你说过我们一起加油 努力
因为我们饶了一圈
才走到这里
才拥有现在
我同意
我一直在往前看
但我必须承认
我需要放开手中的过去
不再受到任何的影响
可是我需要时间
我一直都在努力
一直会很努力
要等我一起跑完这场马拉松。。
加油加油。。。。
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
selfish
Can one be selfish towards his/ her own feelings?
can one say "no" and stop ppl from doing things of his/ his dislikes?
I guess no one has the right bah..
despite i hate it or dislike it
i will not stop things from happenings
I dun think i should as well...
can one say "no" and stop ppl from doing things of his/ his dislikes?
I guess no one has the right bah..
despite i hate it or dislike it
i will not stop things from happenings
I dun think i should as well...
Monday, September 08, 2008
sound pathetic
the night looks pathetic to me today,..
tension headache pestering me for the entire day..
then followed by the cramps which i seldom have..
had a little disagreement with wc..
now.. my shoulder hit onto something upwards when trying to get something..
severe aching now..
wanting to talk to someone...
seems that no one is available to talk to me..
out of 5 ppl I called
1 cant get thru despite trying for 3 times
dar busy with his othello game
1 sleeping since 9 plus coz he is sick
1 busy baking pizza
last one has no time for me..
sound pathetic..
I juz wan to talk..
but no one there to talk...
decided not to call anymore to prevent further disappointment... and make things sound even worse...
can anyone hear me out there??
Hello.... Hellooo...
HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO........
tension headache pestering me for the entire day..
then followed by the cramps which i seldom have..
had a little disagreement with wc..
now.. my shoulder hit onto something upwards when trying to get something..
severe aching now..
wanting to talk to someone...
seems that no one is available to talk to me..
out of 5 ppl I called
1 cant get thru despite trying for 3 times
dar busy with his othello game
1 sleeping since 9 plus coz he is sick
1 busy baking pizza
last one has no time for me..
sound pathetic..
I juz wan to talk..
but no one there to talk...
decided not to call anymore to prevent further disappointment... and make things sound even worse...
can anyone hear me out there??
Hello.... Hellooo...
HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO........
Thursday, August 28, 2008
counting down to freedon
less than 4 more days, my misery will end.. yes finally that's the end of my life being a part time student and full time healthcare professional. things have been tough for me during the past one and i'm glad that i'm hitting the finishing line. seriously i need to admit that there were many many times that i felt super super drained as all my time was devoted to proj, work, and school and there was no time for myself and the spiritual being in me... BUT it is going to be OVER soon... everything shld go back to normal... regular sleep wake cycle, nuaing and youtubing during weekend... i need to plan my life so that i have a lot of time for myself... personal own time... i guess this is what i need-- personal time. There are a lot of things i wanted to do, and i guess it is time for me to actualise them le..
Saturday, August 23, 2008
running low
wat is the nicest thing to do during a rainy day...
erm.. hmm.. good weather to nua in bed till late late..
then y did i wake up at 6plus and then doze off on and off for 2 hr plus..
juz becoz i have many many works to be done BUT i have nil motivation level...
running low... really low...
why do i need to stay at home on a lovely sat to do work instead of play..
i wan to play.. dying to play without any burden..
*sob* i need to buck up... 9 more days to go... the misery and suffering will be over.. i need to write fast and write smart..
i need inspirations.. and motivation...
genie can ya help me?
erm.. hmm.. good weather to nua in bed till late late..
then y did i wake up at 6plus and then doze off on and off for 2 hr plus..
juz becoz i have many many works to be done BUT i have nil motivation level...
running low... really low...
why do i need to stay at home on a lovely sat to do work instead of play..
i wan to play.. dying to play without any burden..
*sob* i need to buck up... 9 more days to go... the misery and suffering will be over.. i need to write fast and write smart..
i need inspirations.. and motivation...
genie can ya help me?
Friday, August 22, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
你我
我拥有着一个甜蜜的负担
拥有着一个想一直爱你的心
虽然这条路曾经走得很辛苦，
曾经我想过放弃
但两条平行线终于有了交集
庆辛我没有走开
因为有你
我的世界不再黑暗
因为有你
我的世界不再是一个人
我想一直跟你走下去
我不知道永远是什么
但我知道我想继续地抱着你
继续给你呵护
拥有着一个想一直爱你的心
虽然这条路曾经走得很辛苦，
曾经我想过放弃
但两条平行线终于有了交集
庆辛我没有走开
因为有你
我的世界不再黑暗
因为有你
我的世界不再是一个人
我想一直跟你走下去
我不知道永远是什么
但我知道我想继续地抱着你
继续给你呵护
Kylie Minogue and Kermit the Frog - Especially for You
Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same
Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
Know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you
And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you
Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now I’m next to you
I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my
Monday, August 18, 2008
Feeling tired but thankful..
How i wish i can tkae a nap during lunch break but too bad the environement is just too noisy for me to take a short nap. but anyway i dont think i should complain. well I think it has been a fruitful day so far(at least till now)and i've seen many many cases with the ultimate speed so that i can nua a bit in the afternoon to end the day well. Woke up at 4am and patiently wait for wc to drive me to the airport to send yiqin off t(I think i will miss her badly). I thought that we might tear abit but i guess the presence of wc did make the situation light hearted with his lame and cold jokes and remarks. but thank dear for the efforts.
Dar, Thanks for accompanying me to the airport despite you are not having adequate sleep (poor thing). I know it is hard for you to be alert for the whole day when you dont have a good quality of sleep last night. Thanks for the efforts for borrowing the car from your dad (i know it is hard), and making sure the sunlight doesnt shone on me when i'm taking my nap on the way to work. I'm grateful and thankful to have you with me. It is great to have you with me. And nevertheless my faith is slowly building up.
Dar, Thanks for accompanying me to the airport despite you are not having adequate sleep (poor thing). I know it is hard for you to be alert for the whole day when you dont have a good quality of sleep last night. Thanks for the efforts for borrowing the car from your dad (i know it is hard), and making sure the sunlight doesnt shone on me when i'm taking my nap on the way to work. I'm grateful and thankful to have you with me. It is great to have you with me. And nevertheless my faith is slowly building up.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Is it really true for the Leo...?
LEO the Lion
Leo and Independence:
Leo is very independent but they need something to control and someone to admire them and appreciate them. They are fully capable of being greatly successful on their own but they are much happier if they have an audience and a following of people who look up to them. They would prefer not be alone.
Leo and Friendship:
People are attracted to Leo's zest for life and their warm spirit. They have the ability to lift up one's spirits and provide encouragement when times are rough. Their enthusiasm attracts people, Leos are social butterflies, not because they want to be but because people always naturally gravitate and surround the Leo. Leos are very difficult people to not like, they are usually fairly balanced, realistic people. They never dwell on the past and they will think you are strange if you do. Some Leos might be too caught up in themselves and be very self-centered but they are never too self-absorbed to help anyone who needs it. They pamper their friends and treat them well. A Leo is the ultimate friend. They do not hold a grudge and they are very forgiving. They have respect and understanding of people's differences.
Leo and Business:
Business dealings are easy and successful for Leo, if they are in command and control. This can cause conflict in the workplace should the Leo not be in a position of superiority, but they usually get there eventually thanks to their powerful drive to succeed, in other words, they are excellent leaders because this is their kingdom they have to control, and they do it well. Leo has an amazing ability to get along with people and they work best in a group as opposed to alone. They can be very diplomatic in a group setting and can delegate people well, however Leo will not take orders. They need to give orders but with their enthusiasm and cheerfulness, other people do not have a problem taking orders from a Leo because they are never condescending and they treat others with respect and equality. Leos are full of drama, flair and extravagance and this reflects in the business world. They make an impact, they make a difference in the workplace and help to keep the parts moving in sync and iron out any problems before they arise. If the business fails, that means that Leo fails and they are extremely determined not to fail. Leo is the most extravagant sender of all astrology signs. They will not over do it but they will surround themselves with luxury as much as possible. They will never settle for second best.
Leo Temperament:
Leo loves the new and extraordinary, they despise dull, regular routines and if this is what they are faced with, they will simply create their own drama and excitement. This makes Leo prone to stir up a situation out of nowhere just for something to keep their vivacious temperament satisfied. Leo has an amazing ability to bounce back from any feelings of despair or unfortunate events. They do not like to be unhappy, it hurts their pride so they will take matters into their own hands and make things right again. Leos could come into conflict with other powerhouse type of people who will not take orders and not give an inch, Leos will not budge their opinion, they will understand and accept opinions of others but they do not take well to people to try to impose their beliefs on them. Leo most often have the temperament of a demanding, spoiled child but this is only shown if someone steps on the boundaries of their kingdom. They react this way because of their territoriality.
Leo Deep Inside:
Leos are extremely sensitive but they hide that very well. Leos love praise and flattery, their egos demand respect and adoration. Leo is all about pride. This can cause them to be self-centered but the warmth of the Leo heart keeps it under control. If Leo's audience (otherwise known as their friends) do not provide the needed appreciation, Leo is too proud to ask for it and they will suffer a hurt ego, but no one will ever know and they will suffer in silence. The secret of the Leo is that they need to be needed.
Leo in a Nutshell:
Leo is the lion, this well suited symbol represents Leo very well. They possess a kingdom which they protest and cherish. The are high esteemed, honorable and very devoted to themselves in particular! The kingdom could be anything from work to home to a partner, whatever it is, you rule it. Leo is always center stage and full of flair, they enjoy basking in the spotlight. A Leo always makes their presence known. Leo are full of energy that acts like a magnet for other people. Others are attracted to Leo's wit, charm, and what they have to say for they speak of things grand and very interesting. Leo will never settle for second best. They want only the best which can cause lavish excessive spending habits as they enjoy their life of luxury, which is all to easily justified by the grand and magnificent Leo! Public image is very important to Leo, with luxurious possessions and ways of life, this keeps the public image in high standing. They will do whatever it takes to protect their own reputation. Leos are very generous, kind and openhearted people. If a Leo is crossed, they will strike back with force but they are not one to hold a grudge, they easily forgive, forget and move on. Leos are always trying to make things right in the world, they have larger then life emotions and they need to feel like they have accomplished something at the end of the day. They react to situations with action instead of sitting back and thinking about it, they are not impulsive however because they look at the future and consider consequences of their actions.
What it's like to date a Leo Woman:
The first step is to give her praise and adoration. The relationship will never work if she does not receive this from you. Do not look at other women when you are with her, she has to be the only one in your eyes. The thought of competition with other women completely turns her off, for she is marvelous and grand and better then any other woman (in her eyes)! Be prepared however to compete with other men. She attracts men, deliberately or not, because of her dazzling personality. She makes a good partner because she gives undying affection and love and makes you feel really mood about yourself. She is kind and supportive with an adventurous streak, she is always fun to be with. Leo woman will dominate,. But not completely for she still needs the man to lead the way and give her the desired sense of approval, she looks up to her man. Leo woman is perfect for the man who is affectionate and has a strong character but not too controlling. She needs someone who is passionate about everything in their life and who strives for the best in everything, because so does she.
What it's like to date a Leo Man:
The Leo man falls in love easily and it usually does not last. This is because his emotional ideals of a grand and magnificent love affair quickly turn into reality. Leo man needs a woman who is grounded and in-tune with the realities of life so she can help him keep his feet on the ground. He may seem like he is casual and detached about love but this is not the case, he needs adoration and approval and if he receives this, he feels quite passionately inside and will treat her with amazing affection and be a wonderful cheerful companion. The Leo man appears to be a rock solid unemotional king but truthfully, he is very sensitive. He wants a woman who caters to him, not in a demanding way but he thinks he is entitled to this because of how great he is. Leo men are prone to be self-centered but underneath they are gentle and have lots of love to give providing the woman can give him what he wants. Leos get along with just about anyone and just about any type of girl is suited to him. The woman who caters to him and overlooks his faults (he thinks he does not have any) and the woman who does not nag at him will obviously have preference and a chance at a long term relationship. If the relationship lasts, eventually she will have to teach him that he is not the only great thing in the world.
Sex With Leo:
First impressions would tell you that Leo is all about the kinky and novelty, but that is not so. They are deeply sensual and passionate and enjoy posh surroundings, such as candles and scented oils and lots of affectionate physical contact such as massages and rubbing. They like sex to be familiar, not necessarily routine, but they like to know what's going on. This is because Leo always has to be the best and if there is a suggestion or something offered that they have never done before, they would rather pass on the chance then attempt it and be only satisfactory. Leo has mastered the moves he know, so do not be disappointed with the lack of novelty and variety, because Leo is very good at what they can do, they are the best.
Leo most Compatible with: Aries, Sagittarius, Gemini, Libra
Worst Match for Leo: Scorpio
Leo and Independence:
Leo is very independent but they need something to control and someone to admire them and appreciate them. They are fully capable of being greatly successful on their own but they are much happier if they have an audience and a following of people who look up to them. They would prefer not be alone.
Leo and Friendship:
People are attracted to Leo's zest for life and their warm spirit. They have the ability to lift up one's spirits and provide encouragement when times are rough. Their enthusiasm attracts people, Leos are social butterflies, not because they want to be but because people always naturally gravitate and surround the Leo. Leos are very difficult people to not like, they are usually fairly balanced, realistic people. They never dwell on the past and they will think you are strange if you do. Some Leos might be too caught up in themselves and be very self-centered but they are never too self-absorbed to help anyone who needs it. They pamper their friends and treat them well. A Leo is the ultimate friend. They do not hold a grudge and they are very forgiving. They have respect and understanding of people's differences.
Leo and Business:
Business dealings are easy and successful for Leo, if they are in command and control. This can cause conflict in the workplace should the Leo not be in a position of superiority, but they usually get there eventually thanks to their powerful drive to succeed, in other words, they are excellent leaders because this is their kingdom they have to control, and they do it well. Leo has an amazing ability to get along with people and they work best in a group as opposed to alone. They can be very diplomatic in a group setting and can delegate people well, however Leo will not take orders. They need to give orders but with their enthusiasm and cheerfulness, other people do not have a problem taking orders from a Leo because they are never condescending and they treat others with respect and equality. Leos are full of drama, flair and extravagance and this reflects in the business world. They make an impact, they make a difference in the workplace and help to keep the parts moving in sync and iron out any problems before they arise. If the business fails, that means that Leo fails and they are extremely determined not to fail. Leo is the most extravagant sender of all astrology signs. They will not over do it but they will surround themselves with luxury as much as possible. They will never settle for second best.
Leo Temperament:
Leo loves the new and extraordinary, they despise dull, regular routines and if this is what they are faced with, they will simply create their own drama and excitement. This makes Leo prone to stir up a situation out of nowhere just for something to keep their vivacious temperament satisfied. Leo has an amazing ability to bounce back from any feelings of despair or unfortunate events. They do not like to be unhappy, it hurts their pride so they will take matters into their own hands and make things right again. Leos could come into conflict with other powerhouse type of people who will not take orders and not give an inch, Leos will not budge their opinion, they will understand and accept opinions of others but they do not take well to people to try to impose their beliefs on them. Leo most often have the temperament of a demanding, spoiled child but this is only shown if someone steps on the boundaries of their kingdom. They react this way because of their territoriality.
Leo Deep Inside:
Leos are extremely sensitive but they hide that very well. Leos love praise and flattery, their egos demand respect and adoration. Leo is all about pride. This can cause them to be self-centered but the warmth of the Leo heart keeps it under control. If Leo's audience (otherwise known as their friends) do not provide the needed appreciation, Leo is too proud to ask for it and they will suffer a hurt ego, but no one will ever know and they will suffer in silence. The secret of the Leo is that they need to be needed.
Leo in a Nutshell:
Leo is the lion, this well suited symbol represents Leo very well. They possess a kingdom which they protest and cherish. The are high esteemed, honorable and very devoted to themselves in particular! The kingdom could be anything from work to home to a partner, whatever it is, you rule it. Leo is always center stage and full of flair, they enjoy basking in the spotlight. A Leo always makes their presence known. Leo are full of energy that acts like a magnet for other people. Others are attracted to Leo's wit, charm, and what they have to say for they speak of things grand and very interesting. Leo will never settle for second best. They want only the best which can cause lavish excessive spending habits as they enjoy their life of luxury, which is all to easily justified by the grand and magnificent Leo! Public image is very important to Leo, with luxurious possessions and ways of life, this keeps the public image in high standing. They will do whatever it takes to protect their own reputation. Leos are very generous, kind and openhearted people. If a Leo is crossed, they will strike back with force but they are not one to hold a grudge, they easily forgive, forget and move on. Leos are always trying to make things right in the world, they have larger then life emotions and they need to feel like they have accomplished something at the end of the day. They react to situations with action instead of sitting back and thinking about it, they are not impulsive however because they look at the future and consider consequences of their actions.
What it's like to date a Leo Woman:
The first step is to give her praise and adoration. The relationship will never work if she does not receive this from you. Do not look at other women when you are with her, she has to be the only one in your eyes. The thought of competition with other women completely turns her off, for she is marvelous and grand and better then any other woman (in her eyes)! Be prepared however to compete with other men. She attracts men, deliberately or not, because of her dazzling personality. She makes a good partner because she gives undying affection and love and makes you feel really mood about yourself. She is kind and supportive with an adventurous streak, she is always fun to be with. Leo woman will dominate,. But not completely for she still needs the man to lead the way and give her the desired sense of approval, she looks up to her man. Leo woman is perfect for the man who is affectionate and has a strong character but not too controlling. She needs someone who is passionate about everything in their life and who strives for the best in everything, because so does she.
What it's like to date a Leo Man:
The Leo man falls in love easily and it usually does not last. This is because his emotional ideals of a grand and magnificent love affair quickly turn into reality. Leo man needs a woman who is grounded and in-tune with the realities of life so she can help him keep his feet on the ground. He may seem like he is casual and detached about love but this is not the case, he needs adoration and approval and if he receives this, he feels quite passionately inside and will treat her with amazing affection and be a wonderful cheerful companion. The Leo man appears to be a rock solid unemotional king but truthfully, he is very sensitive. He wants a woman who caters to him, not in a demanding way but he thinks he is entitled to this because of how great he is. Leo men are prone to be self-centered but underneath they are gentle and have lots of love to give providing the woman can give him what he wants. Leos get along with just about anyone and just about any type of girl is suited to him. The woman who caters to him and overlooks his faults (he thinks he does not have any) and the woman who does not nag at him will obviously have preference and a chance at a long term relationship. If the relationship lasts, eventually she will have to teach him that he is not the only great thing in the world.
Sex With Leo:
First impressions would tell you that Leo is all about the kinky and novelty, but that is not so. They are deeply sensual and passionate and enjoy posh surroundings, such as candles and scented oils and lots of affectionate physical contact such as massages and rubbing. They like sex to be familiar, not necessarily routine, but they like to know what's going on. This is because Leo always has to be the best and if there is a suggestion or something offered that they have never done before, they would rather pass on the chance then attempt it and be only satisfactory. Leo has mastered the moves he know, so do not be disappointed with the lack of novelty and variety, because Leo is very good at what they can do, they are the best.
Leo most Compatible with: Aries, Sagittarius, Gemini, Libra
Worst Match for Leo: Scorpio
原谅我
请不要分了以後还记得 亲吻过的承诺
你的永久 已不属於我
默默低头 那时我 很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我 爱太多想太多
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
请原谅我 好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活
请不要分了以後还记得 亲吻过的承诺
你的永久 已不属於我
默默低头 那时我 很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我 爱太多想太多
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
请原谅我 好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活
爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱
原谅我 必须假装爱错
别让时间倒流 我怕说不出口
原谅我 没有解释太多心痛
别无所求彻底忘了我 爱原来要舍得
我 难过
我 才懂
Saturday, August 16, 2008
For the Leo to know the Cancer better...
CANCER the Crab
Cancer and Independence:
Cancer is the astrology sign that is packed full of contradictions so when it comes to independence, they possibly can or can not be independent. On one side, they have the perseverance and drive to do what needs to be done, they are self-sufficient and do not need to depend on other people for the material and physical things in life. On the other hand, they depend on people for emotional support and encouragement. A Cancer that is not fully self-actualized will need the constant support of others and will not be very independent but the Cancer that is 'evolved' and has properly harnessed their emotional issues will be wildly successful as an independent human being. They crave attention and comfort from other people and they are happiest when they have a small, close knit group of friends or family.
Cancer and Friendship:
Cancer is extremely loyal to those who appreciate and support them, they are the nurturer of the zodiac and will protect and cherish the person for a long time. One of the greatest things about Cancer is their ability to make others feel good about themselves and loved. This is because instead of doing this for themselves, they project this onto other people. This is a positive cycle because in making others feel nurtured, wanted and loved, they in return feel good for making someone feel good. Other people can lean on and depend on cancer, they will listen to people's problems and help them however they will rarely express their own deep feelings to anyone. People who want to share deep emotional thoughts and opinions with a Cancer might feel that the scales are tipped on one side for cancer will rarely reveal it's true deep feelings. A friend of Cancer is usually a lifelong devoted friend that can be trusted.
Cancer and Business:
Once cancer resolved their emotional issues such as shyness and insecurity, the powerful character will shine though, there is practically nothing they can't do. They have incredible perseverance and will stand up for what they believe in. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake. They are excellent business people and investors because of their intuitive and psychic ability and their creative forward thinking mind, they are able to predict future trends. They attract wealth very well and know where to invest. Money and financial well being is very important to Cancer and this can help their drive in business. They need financial security and if they allow themselves to properly focus their energy and do not allow their emotions to over take them, they are more then capable of obtaining their financial goals and being incredibly successful business people.
Cancer Temperament:
They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. Even when all needs are satisfied, they can be irritable and cranky. They have an uneasy, delicate temperament. The contradictory nature of Cancer gives their temperament the wild mood swings and possible temper tantrums. They are easily offended and will sulk and wallow in self pity for a long time when they get hurt.
Cancer Deep Inside:
It is difficult for cancer to open up and have a close emotionally fulfilled relationship with someone because they are so closed off emotionally and physically to the world. This is driven by their fear of trust, Cancer has a difficult time trusting people. This causes built up anger and resentment inside, the contradictory nature really takes a toll on them and they can have a negative outlook on life, thinking that life is just too hard and miserable. This is unfortunate because when good experiences are to be had, they are skeptical of people and their surroundings and they experience tunnel vision due to their depressed outlook and they miss the nice things and happy experiences in life that make it worth living. In addition to lack of trust for people, Cancer is deeply sensitive and easily hurt, this is other reason why they have their defense shell in place, to avoid being hurt by others. Cancer lives in the past. They hold past events close to them and often dwell on the past. They have to learn to let go and live in the present instead of spending their time being sick with nostalgia. Cancer has a lot of emotional issues to deal with but once they overcome this large hump of shyness and insecurity, there is practically nothing they can't do. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake. Cancer is constantly feeling, feelings and emotions are hallmarks of this sign and this is the root of their problems, human beings are not as evolved in the emotional area and this is where cancer gets the brunt of their problems. They are the ones who have to cope with their strong feelings more so then any other sign. Once properly harnessed, there is nothing that is this powerful astrology sign can not accomplish. Harmony is very important to Cancer, it keeps them happy. Conflict of any kind causes great distress. Deep inside, Cancer is a very powerful sign, they have the ability to stand up for what they think is right and they have lots of perseverance and can be fine on their own provided they don't let their emotions get the better of them and have the stability they need. They are not fond of change but they have the ability to do what needs to be done, they are not pushovers or lazy people.
Cancer in a Nutshell:
Cancer is a mysterious sign, filled with contradictions. They want security and comfort yet seek new adventure. They are very helpful to others yet sometimes can be cranky and indifferent. Cancer has a driving, forceful personality that can be easily hidden beneath a calm, and cool exterior. The crab is Cancer's ruling animal and it suits them well, they can come out of their shell and fight but they can also hide in their shell of skitter away back into the depths of the ocean. They are very unpredictable. With cancer, there is always something more that meets the eye, for they are always partially hidden behind the shell. They are a have a deep psyche and intuitive mind that is hidden from the world. Cancer is deeply sensitive and easily hurt, this might be why they have their defense shell in place, to avoids being hurt by others. They are nurturers so they surround themselves with people, whom after a while can offend or hurt a cancer without even knowing they did so, therefore Cancer's protective shell keeps them safe from hurt. They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. When cancer gets the support it needs, it has a tremendous amount to offer in return. When cancer gets offended, they tend to sulk instead of confronting the persons face to face. This needlessly prolongs the pain and suffering. Cancer is very possessive, not just with material possessions but with people as well. Cancer will always want to stay in touch with old friends and anyone who has ever been close to them, because it is easier to maintain a friendship then attempt to learn to trust a new person. It is easier this way for them emotionally. If you befriend a Cancer, you will stay friends for a long time. Cancer makes the perfect mother, this is the sign that represents motherhood. They have unconditional love and caring more so then any other astrology sign. Cancer are very intuitive. Most of the psychics of the world are Cancer astrology signs. They have an excellent memory and are very observant and can read people very well. They can usually tell of other people's intentions are good or not. Never dupe a Cancer, they can see your motives. Cancer has a lot of emotional issues to deal with but once they overcome this large hump of shyness and insecurity, there is practically nothing they can't do. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake.
What it's like to date a Cancer Woman:
The Cancer woman is a very sensual woman with deep emotions and passion brewing underneath the exterior. To reach these will require time, patience and tenderness. Do not expect to have her open up to you right away and jump into a relationship. She will not make the first move and will not be forward with you, you have to do all the work. Do not try to lead her on because Cancer woman is very in-tune with a persons motivations and she will see right through you. Trust is the single most important thing to Cancer. If you ever betray her trust, you might as well move on. She needs love and security. Cancer is the perfect woman for the man who loves to sweep a woman off her feet with romance. She is sensual, sweet and flirty and you two will engage in a gentle, flirtatious dance together while the relationship builds. Once there is a solid, secure foundation, the richness of the relationship will emerge. She is old fashioned, feminine and sensual and patient, if you are the man who can give her what she wants, a relationship with a Cancer woman is wholesome and rewarding and can last a lifetime.
What it's like to date a Cancer Man:
The Cancer man will not be direct with you. He will approach you cautiously and slowly. He will be very romantic and flirty and attempt to court you and win your heart with lavish gifts and attention. The reason he will never be direct with you is that he has a strong underlying fear of rejection. Of you are interested in a Cancer man, you will probably have to make the first move and ask him on a date. He falls in love easily and will make you his whole world. Once you "belong to him", he will hold on to you and can become quite jealous and possessive. This is because he is worried he will lose you to another man and that would crush his spirit. He needs you to be loyal and faithful for he is the same, in a strong and close relationship, Cancer men are the most loyal of the astrology signs. They make excellent lovers for the tender woman who loves romance and being swept off her feet. Cancer is very affectionate and thrives on holding hands all the time, and constant physical contact as he absorbs the situation and experiences with his feelings. The cancer man is all about feeling. He might not show it however and might portray a calm and cool exterior but underneath, he feels deeply and intensely. Cancer men are easily offended so do not jokingly make fun of them for they will take offense and get hurt, but once again, this will not be known to you. He will simply sulk on his own while he tries to figure out and dissect what you said. Cancer men are excellent male protectors, they are like the knight in shining armor. If you are the kind of woman that likes being looked after and cared for, and loves affection and devotion, this romantic, sensual man is perfect for you.
Sex With Cancer:
Cancer is very physical. Expect sex with Cancer to be a fully encompassing sexual experience. Lots of tender foreplay, massages afterwards, candles lit by the bedside, soft music in the background, delicious scented potpourri, everything to appeal to all senses. It will be delicate and passionate and an experience you won't soon forget. To not expect too much novelty and experimentation because Cancer is a very conservative sign. Some Cancer people might be willing to try something new but they will never be the ones to suggest it, you have to or it will never happen. They might go along with your idea because they do enjoy new experiences. Make them always feel safe and secure when trying anything new and they might love it and incorporate it into your regular sex life.
Cancer most Compatible with: Scorpio, Taurus, Virgo, Pisces
Worst Match for Cancer: Aries
Cancer and Independence:
Cancer is the astrology sign that is packed full of contradictions so when it comes to independence, they possibly can or can not be independent. On one side, they have the perseverance and drive to do what needs to be done, they are self-sufficient and do not need to depend on other people for the material and physical things in life. On the other hand, they depend on people for emotional support and encouragement. A Cancer that is not fully self-actualized will need the constant support of others and will not be very independent but the Cancer that is 'evolved' and has properly harnessed their emotional issues will be wildly successful as an independent human being. They crave attention and comfort from other people and they are happiest when they have a small, close knit group of friends or family.
Cancer and Friendship:
Cancer is extremely loyal to those who appreciate and support them, they are the nurturer of the zodiac and will protect and cherish the person for a long time. One of the greatest things about Cancer is their ability to make others feel good about themselves and loved. This is because instead of doing this for themselves, they project this onto other people. This is a positive cycle because in making others feel nurtured, wanted and loved, they in return feel good for making someone feel good. Other people can lean on and depend on cancer, they will listen to people's problems and help them however they will rarely express their own deep feelings to anyone. People who want to share deep emotional thoughts and opinions with a Cancer might feel that the scales are tipped on one side for cancer will rarely reveal it's true deep feelings. A friend of Cancer is usually a lifelong devoted friend that can be trusted.
Cancer and Business:
Once cancer resolved their emotional issues such as shyness and insecurity, the powerful character will shine though, there is practically nothing they can't do. They have incredible perseverance and will stand up for what they believe in. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake. They are excellent business people and investors because of their intuitive and psychic ability and their creative forward thinking mind, they are able to predict future trends. They attract wealth very well and know where to invest. Money and financial well being is very important to Cancer and this can help their drive in business. They need financial security and if they allow themselves to properly focus their energy and do not allow their emotions to over take them, they are more then capable of obtaining their financial goals and being incredibly successful business people.
Cancer Temperament:
They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. Even when all needs are satisfied, they can be irritable and cranky. They have an uneasy, delicate temperament. The contradictory nature of Cancer gives their temperament the wild mood swings and possible temper tantrums. They are easily offended and will sulk and wallow in self pity for a long time when they get hurt.
Cancer Deep Inside:
It is difficult for cancer to open up and have a close emotionally fulfilled relationship with someone because they are so closed off emotionally and physically to the world. This is driven by their fear of trust, Cancer has a difficult time trusting people. This causes built up anger and resentment inside, the contradictory nature really takes a toll on them and they can have a negative outlook on life, thinking that life is just too hard and miserable. This is unfortunate because when good experiences are to be had, they are skeptical of people and their surroundings and they experience tunnel vision due to their depressed outlook and they miss the nice things and happy experiences in life that make it worth living. In addition to lack of trust for people, Cancer is deeply sensitive and easily hurt, this is other reason why they have their defense shell in place, to avoid being hurt by others. Cancer lives in the past. They hold past events close to them and often dwell on the past. They have to learn to let go and live in the present instead of spending their time being sick with nostalgia. Cancer has a lot of emotional issues to deal with but once they overcome this large hump of shyness and insecurity, there is practically nothing they can't do. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake. Cancer is constantly feeling, feelings and emotions are hallmarks of this sign and this is the root of their problems, human beings are not as evolved in the emotional area and this is where cancer gets the brunt of their problems. They are the ones who have to cope with their strong feelings more so then any other sign. Once properly harnessed, there is nothing that is this powerful astrology sign can not accomplish. Harmony is very important to Cancer, it keeps them happy. Conflict of any kind causes great distress. Deep inside, Cancer is a very powerful sign, they have the ability to stand up for what they think is right and they have lots of perseverance and can be fine on their own provided they don't let their emotions get the better of them and have the stability they need. They are not fond of change but they have the ability to do what needs to be done, they are not pushovers or lazy people.
Cancer in a Nutshell:
Cancer is a mysterious sign, filled with contradictions. They want security and comfort yet seek new adventure. They are very helpful to others yet sometimes can be cranky and indifferent. Cancer has a driving, forceful personality that can be easily hidden beneath a calm, and cool exterior. The crab is Cancer's ruling animal and it suits them well, they can come out of their shell and fight but they can also hide in their shell of skitter away back into the depths of the ocean. They are very unpredictable. With cancer, there is always something more that meets the eye, for they are always partially hidden behind the shell. They are a have a deep psyche and intuitive mind that is hidden from the world. Cancer is deeply sensitive and easily hurt, this might be why they have their defense shell in place, to avoids being hurt by others. They are nurturers so they surround themselves with people, whom after a while can offend or hurt a cancer without even knowing they did so, therefore Cancer's protective shell keeps them safe from hurt. They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. When cancer gets the support it needs, it has a tremendous amount to offer in return. When cancer gets offended, they tend to sulk instead of confronting the persons face to face. This needlessly prolongs the pain and suffering. Cancer is very possessive, not just with material possessions but with people as well. Cancer will always want to stay in touch with old friends and anyone who has ever been close to them, because it is easier to maintain a friendship then attempt to learn to trust a new person. It is easier this way for them emotionally. If you befriend a Cancer, you will stay friends for a long time. Cancer makes the perfect mother, this is the sign that represents motherhood. They have unconditional love and caring more so then any other astrology sign. Cancer are very intuitive. Most of the psychics of the world are Cancer astrology signs. They have an excellent memory and are very observant and can read people very well. They can usually tell of other people's intentions are good or not. Never dupe a Cancer, they can see your motives. Cancer has a lot of emotional issues to deal with but once they overcome this large hump of shyness and insecurity, there is practically nothing they can't do. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake.
What it's like to date a Cancer Woman:
The Cancer woman is a very sensual woman with deep emotions and passion brewing underneath the exterior. To reach these will require time, patience and tenderness. Do not expect to have her open up to you right away and jump into a relationship. She will not make the first move and will not be forward with you, you have to do all the work. Do not try to lead her on because Cancer woman is very in-tune with a persons motivations and she will see right through you. Trust is the single most important thing to Cancer. If you ever betray her trust, you might as well move on. She needs love and security. Cancer is the perfect woman for the man who loves to sweep a woman off her feet with romance. She is sensual, sweet and flirty and you two will engage in a gentle, flirtatious dance together while the relationship builds. Once there is a solid, secure foundation, the richness of the relationship will emerge. She is old fashioned, feminine and sensual and patient, if you are the man who can give her what she wants, a relationship with a Cancer woman is wholesome and rewarding and can last a lifetime.
What it's like to date a Cancer Man:
The Cancer man will not be direct with you. He will approach you cautiously and slowly. He will be very romantic and flirty and attempt to court you and win your heart with lavish gifts and attention. The reason he will never be direct with you is that he has a strong underlying fear of rejection. Of you are interested in a Cancer man, you will probably have to make the first move and ask him on a date. He falls in love easily and will make you his whole world. Once you "belong to him", he will hold on to you and can become quite jealous and possessive. This is because he is worried he will lose you to another man and that would crush his spirit. He needs you to be loyal and faithful for he is the same, in a strong and close relationship, Cancer men are the most loyal of the astrology signs. They make excellent lovers for the tender woman who loves romance and being swept off her feet. Cancer is very affectionate and thrives on holding hands all the time, and constant physical contact as he absorbs the situation and experiences with his feelings. The cancer man is all about feeling. He might not show it however and might portray a calm and cool exterior but underneath, he feels deeply and intensely. Cancer men are easily offended so do not jokingly make fun of them for they will take offense and get hurt, but once again, this will not be known to you. He will simply sulk on his own while he tries to figure out and dissect what you said. Cancer men are excellent male protectors, they are like the knight in shining armor. If you are the kind of woman that likes being looked after and cared for, and loves affection and devotion, this romantic, sensual man is perfect for you.
Sex With Cancer:
Cancer is very physical. Expect sex with Cancer to be a fully encompassing sexual experience. Lots of tender foreplay, massages afterwards, candles lit by the bedside, soft music in the background, delicious scented potpourri, everything to appeal to all senses. It will be delicate and passionate and an experience you won't soon forget. To not expect too much novelty and experimentation because Cancer is a very conservative sign. Some Cancer people might be willing to try something new but they will never be the ones to suggest it, you have to or it will never happen. They might go along with your idea because they do enjoy new experiences. Make them always feel safe and secure when trying anything new and they might love it and incorporate it into your regular sex life.
Cancer most Compatible with: Scorpio, Taurus, Virgo, Pisces
Worst Match for Cancer: Aries
Monday, August 11, 2008
Friday, August 08, 2008
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Sunday, August 03, 2008
It's Dinner time....
Heading towards Amk Hub to get our ingredients for the dinner.... Mr Koh, dont peep... concentrate on your driving....
Happy shopping at the big big Extra hypermarket...
Mr Koh focusing in his cooking...
Garlic Bread without the use of the toaster... Mr. Koh did it in the conventional way which I didnt even know previously... Looked burnt but tasted good!! :)
A feast prepared by Mr Koh. Tomate-based spaghetti, mushrooms corn soup and garlic bread
Yummy... Mr Koh.. when will be our next feast..?
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
摄影。心情
我喜欢摄影
虽然我不是很懂得
但我还是很喜欢它
我喜欢透过摄影机来看这个世界
喜欢用心来拍摄
喜欢透过镜框捕捉下当下的心情
我总觉得透过镜框捕捉下来的画面是敏锐、敏感的
在镜头地下每个人都是赤裸裸， 无法隐藏
它能捕捉下当时的气氛、人的情感、还有人与人的暗号
只要你用心你就能感受到这一切。。。
你能感受到我想表达的一切吗？
虽然我不是很懂得
但我还是很喜欢它
我喜欢透过摄影机来看这个世界
喜欢用心来拍摄
喜欢透过镜框捕捉下当下的心情
我总觉得透过镜框捕捉下来的画面是敏锐、敏感的
在镜头地下每个人都是赤裸裸， 无法隐藏
它能捕捉下当时的气氛、人的情感、还有人与人的暗号
只要你用心你就能感受到这一切。。。
你能感受到我想表达的一切吗？
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008
如果可以。。。我想
如果可以。。。 我想一直静静看着你
如果可以。。。 我想一直守候在你身边
如果可以。。。 我想一直依赖着你
如果可以。。。 我想一直对着你撒娇
如果现在的一切是个梦
如果可以。。。 我想继续做这个梦。。 。
一直直沉睡不醒。。。
一直沉睡下去
因为这一切是美的
因为这一切是甜蜜的
如果可以。。。 我想一直守候在你身边
如果可以。。。 我想一直依赖着你
如果可以。。。 我想一直对着你撒娇
如果现在的一切是个梦
如果可以。。。 我想继续做这个梦。。 。
一直直沉睡不醒。。。
一直沉睡下去
因为这一切是美的
因为这一切是甜蜜的
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