getting no where..i'm sick..

i'm feeling so miserable now... accidentally drank an ice-blended coffee to keep mi awake but end up.. i was kept awake due to the side-effects on me.. feeling darn nausea plus gastric a bit funny. i juz can't sleep bcoz of these... can someone help mi... no one in the family noe how i feel now... darn terrible plus miserable. somemore my sister even vented her anger on me after having a fight with her bf at my place at THIS HOUR ( looks wat time is it now..) wanted to show some concern to her but end up.. sighz.. lesson to be learnt: nv ever thry to put urself in a darn shitty position...

The hottest number in Town!!!

haha.. finally i got my fren who juz came back from taiwan to buy for mi 2 5566 comic books and the newest cum latest J-stars mag.. ha.. in fact if not bcoz of her.. i won't even wan to think of buying them.. bloody expensive. the each comic bk cost NT 250 n the mag costs NT 120. if i am gg to buy them in S'pore, the costs for each items will increase at least by S$8. too expensive.. i simply can't afford it.. tis month i really buy too much n donate too much $$. i can't imagine i'm hitting the 700 which more than half of wat i spend per month in the past.. i guess feb i really really need to save like siao to compensate back everything.. hopefully tt the hongbao will help too...!!!

dreams= reality

oh by the way.. did i tell anybody abt the dreams i had since early last yr... sometimes i really hate to dream esp when most of my dreams will always come true... tis time ard the serial of dreams i had really frightened mi to a certain extent... it seesm to be a monthly drama serial to mi.. almost every mth there will be a continum of the dream..

i always dreamt that i need to travel to a very deserted island by boat which not many ppl noe..no one noe its name but everyone recognise the island by a poisonous plant. it seems that it's a must for mi to travel to the island as someone that i love stayed there.. i always can't remember his face when i woke up.. i can only remember vaguely that i could not stay in the island with him but i forgotten the reason.. the nxt thing i can remember was that everytime my departure was heartaching..i was forced to leave him.. n everytime i woke up, i can really feel my heart aching n the tears...

does this dream had a meaning?? i have been dreaming this for months... n this time ard.. i felt the urge to go to the island to see him while i was on my way to somewhere, but no matter how hard i try.. i couldn't get to the shore where i usually board the boat n i was so desvastated...

complain..

lazy blogger blogging again... today i was so tired.. almost all the lectures i was about to dozed off esp LHB's lecture. sometimes i really dunnoe whether it's him or i juz to lazy to listen to him, since last yr i was dozing off in his lessons w/o fail. everytime i dozed off, this was where my fantastic acting skills were useful as i will always try to give an intelligent look as if i was thinking with my eyes closed. hopefully nxt sun i will have early nite so that i will not doze off.. bever pls forgive mi!!

for those who dunnoe, i went to the California fitness on sat.. kaoz the fitness consultant was trying veri hard to persuade mi n my fren to join, in fact i was pretty tempted abt the classes they offeredn the facilities but thinking abt the $$ where on earth can i get this amount of $$.. $398(enrollment fees) + $98 (processing fees) + $58 x 12 (monthly maintenance)..from which they are willing to waive off the enrollment fees and give us a student rate of $58 per mth.. but $98 +$58x 12 is still a very big amount to mi.. i might as well set a time for mi to exercise n fine myself if i din follow the schedule.. tis mth i so broke!!! (after buying a yr supply of contact lens plus i spoilt the memory card w/o knowing.. blooding)... sadz..... well enough of the bitching.. tis coming sat i'm gg down again for body combat plus pilates classes... looking forward..

Finally settled down

lazy me haven't been updating my blog for more than 2 months... well though there were a lots of things happening around / to me, sometimes it's really hard for me to jot down my feelings and experiences in words...
for those who haven been seeing mi for long time, here are some of the things I did for the past 3mths:

• had my exams which i thought i did a satisfactory job but the reality did really upset mi to a large extent...
• finally had a large group KTV session after my exams with the OTs.. n it was so fun.. (ha.. OTs care to go for another session end of this semester?? interested party pls call XXXX)
• had my 1st long attachment @ pelangi village(oh mine... my dec holidays...).. nice placement.. nice residents.. miss the uncle who always drew $$ to us.. overall nice experience but of course need to censor away the stupid resident who scolded mi n spoilt my last day of attachment..
• and of course i went for the Jungiery Mega Star concert and the calender autograph session.. aaaaaaaaa.. my 5566..anyway their latest soundtrack will be out on their 3rd brithday 21 Jan.. can't wait for it.. hopefully they will not disappoint mi..

Now back in sch.. have finally settled down.. hopefully everything will go well as planned.. a busy semester indeed but dun worry i do have faith in myself.. not a weakling who will cry so easily esp in front of you (you noe who..) a brand new me is really for all the challenges ahead..