“我已经相信有些人我永远不必等
。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安得到你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰
我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了梦散了
你我都走散了”
我真的不等了！！
也不想等了
因为不想再被你伤了
我想好好过我的人生。。。
没有你的人生。。。
Friday, August 28, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
moving closer to the departure date...
i'm experiencing more and more emotions...
I even have this silly idea or imagination that things will be better with wc ard...
maybe subconsciously i hope he is still ard with me... guide me... support me...
but i'm clear that it is just a wishful thinking... something that will nv happen...
more flashbacks these days when I'm preparing the trip...
i'm quite envious that LipChin's bf is so supportive towards this study trip...
i know that wc will be that supportive if he is still my bf...
doing a Masters.. maintaining a long distance relationship are something both of us had talked abt and painted together. In fact, he used to be one of the reasons why i hope to do my Masters so that this qualification made it easier for me to find a job in overseas when he needs to work elsewhere... well, these were wat we painted previously... and i seriously understand that he is no longer the reason for me to work so hard for that Masters....他不是我的甜蜜负担了
I need to be very clear why I'm doing this Masters... It is an opportunity that comes along after the breakup... and I decided to seize it... but what is the ultimate goal i'm looking at? i dont know... it is my first time not knowing what i want in life... not that goal oriented as usual... I dont know what I want... just hoping that things will get clear as things go... i hope i sincerely hope so..
i'm experiencing more and more emotions...
I even have this silly idea or imagination that things will be better with wc ard...
maybe subconsciously i hope he is still ard with me... guide me... support me...
but i'm clear that it is just a wishful thinking... something that will nv happen...
more flashbacks these days when I'm preparing the trip...
i'm quite envious that LipChin's bf is so supportive towards this study trip...
i know that wc will be that supportive if he is still my bf...
doing a Masters.. maintaining a long distance relationship are something both of us had talked abt and painted together. In fact, he used to be one of the reasons why i hope to do my Masters so that this qualification made it easier for me to find a job in overseas when he needs to work elsewhere... well, these were wat we painted previously... and i seriously understand that he is no longer the reason for me to work so hard for that Masters....他不是我的甜蜜负担了
I need to be very clear why I'm doing this Masters... It is an opportunity that comes along after the breakup... and I decided to seize it... but what is the ultimate goal i'm looking at? i dont know... it is my first time not knowing what i want in life... not that goal oriented as usual... I dont know what I want... just hoping that things will get clear as things go... i hope i sincerely hope so..
mi.,,
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
fear...
8 more days..
honestly speaking i'm not really mentally prepared...
i know i have to go.. a choice i have made..
but dont too sure if i'm ready to go..
i know i'm a lucky babe to gotten the scholarship
have been psycho-ing myself to go..
but wonder if it really helps..
well i need a lot of courages to be out alone..
need a lot of blessings frm you...
well i guess the bridge will be straightened.. once my feet are at the departure gates..
shant look back..
i cross my heart...
honestly speaking i'm not really mentally prepared...
i know i have to go.. a choice i have made..
but dont too sure if i'm ready to go..
i know i'm a lucky babe to gotten the scholarship
have been psycho-ing myself to go..
but wonder if it really helps..
well i need a lot of courages to be out alone..
need a lot of blessings frm you...
well i guess the bridge will be straightened.. once my feet are at the departure gates..
shant look back..
i cross my heart...
Monday, August 03, 2009
一个人就好
你有没有过一样的心情
明明很痛
明明很想两个人
却只能一个人
在倔强之后
在寂寞之前
擦掉眼泪
告诉自己
一个人就好。。。。
一个人就好
作词/作曲：徐旻铃 编曲：郑楠
演唱：刘力扬
街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好
为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好
心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好
一个人就好
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
有人说我对大家不坦白
其实我何尝对自己坦白过。。。
从爱情退潮的那一刻
我试着松开手
但回忆却没放掉
而曾有的承诺变成一种嘲笑
我开始害怕寂寞
害怕无人的转角
努力的挤满欢笑
但当初的笑容已不再
眼泪不时来凑热闹
我开始自己擦掉眼泪
因为我明白
地球 继续绕
而曾经憧憬的未来
不会来。。。
而我。。。
一个人过 就很好
明明很痛
明明很想两个人
却只能一个人
在倔强之后
在寂寞之前
擦掉眼泪
告诉自己
一个人就好。。。。
一个人就好
作词/作曲：徐旻铃 编曲：郑楠
演唱：刘力扬
街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好
为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好
心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好
一个人就好
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
有人说我对大家不坦白
其实我何尝对自己坦白过。。。
从爱情退潮的那一刻
我试着松开手
但回忆却没放掉
而曾有的承诺变成一种嘲笑
我开始害怕寂寞
害怕无人的转角
努力的挤满欢笑
但当初的笑容已不再
眼泪不时来凑热闹
我开始自己擦掉眼泪
因为我明白
地球 继续绕
而曾经憧憬的未来
不会来。。。
而我。。。
一个人过 就很好
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