Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Summer Snow..

It's Summer Snow in the deep blue sea
I try to touch, but it fades away
It must be a dream I will never get
Just like my love that's crying for you

If there were something not to change forever
We could feel it deep in our heart
Today is over with a million tears
Still everyone has a wish to live

Oh, I do belive everlasting love
And destiny to meet you again
I feel a pain I can hardly stand
All I can do is loving you

It's Summer Snow in the deep blue sea
I try to touch, but it fades away
It must be a dream I will never get
Just like my love that's crying for you

Saturday, February 25, 2006

拥抱

每个人在这世界上都是孤独个体
我们矛盾总是在计算对方
却又渴望互相取暖
我们不停的说话
以为是在沟通
其实
千言万语比不上一个拥抱

arghz II

well as you guys can see i'm not a frequent blogger... 36 posts in total since i started 18 mths ago.. that's too little rite.. something i do have a lot of things to write but juz that i dunnoe how to pen down. but i do enjoy posting a lot of Chi-na thingy( either i wrote or i read frm somewhere). if you are able to understand them u might be able to noe wat i'm thinking and experiencing.

recently there are a lot of personal and family matters happening around me... as much i wish to pen down.. there are risks in it.. significant others might read it.. arghs.. out of the sudden i realised that i'm a loner in fact. alot of emotional and psychosocial aspects are "running" in me and i do want to "vomit" them out but there isn't an avenue. yes i may seem to have a lot of friends.. but in times of trouble there isnt anyone that i can find and talk with... everyone seems to be so preoccupied with their work and relationships.. i may appear to be a weirdo in crowd.. the siao one who only can be a comedian... the unreasonable one who is extremely picky and fussy in her fyp... but it doesnt mean i'm ok

pls dun rely on me too much.. i'm not a superwoman. pls dun look for me only when u are in need... relationships are not an one-way thingy.. it shld be mutual my dear..

a listening ear and emotional support are all i need now..