Closure...

I teared today when my friend was sharing her granny's condition with me...
I'm sorry for this but I just couldnt help it...
I feel for it, and such feelings are so real...
They are something I felt before
Not only once but twice, and I struggled through that period...
I need to admit that I haven had any closures for those events...
I wonder whether I have a chance to do a proper closure...
There are a lot of things which are not within my controls...
especially my thoughts..
but can i do anything?
I dont think so...
My thoughts just choose to remain in the past...

nelgected

being neglected is how i feel like now... not wanting to elaborate further but i just feel that i'm not being valued or included in the group. Yes, I'm busy but doesnt mean that i should not be invited...

recent fav songs...

WOW - I believe in love



深白色2人組 花火



深白色2人組 Cold Silence


JS 我知道你愛我


不愛你-阿爆&Brandy

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "