Saturday, June 05, 2010

Out of the sudden
I realise Im a pretty prideful one...
prideful in a way that no one will notice...
someone who wants to strive
someone who wants to be recognised
someone who wants to win or outshine others
in a relationship, I might sacrifice alot or put down myself low...
but i guess ultimately I want to win in the relationship...
Someone once said that I was borned to be a leader...
who can look at things in a macro and micro perspectives
but am i really that capable?
I really wonder
maybe deep in my heart
I juz wan to win
win the battle
and win others
but to be honest
I guess things have changed as I'm the only enemy of myself..
not others


Jia you Summersnow

Friday, June 04, 2010

把头抬高
让眼泪往后流
就能够不让眼泪落下
可是我做不到, 也办不到
眼泪,它不停地流
不断地流
停不了
止不住
有人说, 放了手就要学习祝福
但为何, 心总在隐隐作痛

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

当初的伤心
是因为
不被你认同
是因为
被你误解
所谓的信任
所谓的依赖
那些定义
一夜被你打翻
原来
我你相信的
好不同

而我最在乎的,
是你从来都不相信我
相信我们