右手边

feeling torn...

at times i really feel that i'm not being understand...
the things i want.. things that i hope to
are all not being understood...
ppl please dun think that you all understand me in and out...
when you guys are not..
i'm tired le really tired le..

我们要加油！

我说过我们拥有一种默契
一种神奇的魔力
能接彼此的口中的话
能知道彼此的想法
你同意

你说过我们一起加油 努力
因为我们饶了一圈
才走到这里
才拥有现在
我同意

我一直在往前看
但我必须承认
我需要放开手中的过去
不再受到任何的影响
可是我需要时间
我一直都在努力
一直会很努力

要等我一起跑完这场马拉松。。
加油加油。。。。

selfish

Can one be selfish towards his/ her own feelings?
can one say "no" and stop ppl from doing things of his/ his dislikes?
I guess no one has the right bah..
despite i hate it or dislike it
i will not stop things from happenings
I dun think i should as well...

sound pathetic

the night looks pathetic to me today,..
tension headache pestering me for the entire day..
then followed by the cramps which i seldom have..
had a little disagreement with wc..
now.. my shoulder hit onto something upwards when trying to get something..
severe aching now..
wanting to talk to someone...
seems that no one is available to talk to me..
out of 5 ppl I called
1 cant get thru despite trying for 3 times
dar busy with his othello game
1 sleeping since 9 plus coz he is sick
1 busy baking pizza
last one has no time for me..
sound pathetic..
I juz wan to talk..
but no one there to talk...
decided not to call anymore to prevent further disappointment... and make things sound even worse...
can anyone hear me out there??

Hello.... Hellooo...
HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO........