Tuesday, August 21, 2007

羅志祥- 愛*轉角MV



我伪装着
不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走
不回头看了记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美

Recently this is one of my favourite songs. No special reason for liking it but i guess it's the 'side effect' of the Drama series, Corner with Love, which i recently watched within 2 days.


Monday, August 20, 2007

Tired & Stress

I'm so tired and stress over these few days.. things don't seem to be right and i have a lot of things yet to be settled.. i need to admit that i'm stress and indeed super extremely stress.. not only bcoz of my work and also i'm starting sch le.. but the details and payment have not settled yet..now i wonder why did i start to go back to sch.. i used to be looking forward to sch but now i'm worried.. worried whether i am able to cope with it and my work; and excel in both.. i doubt i doubt.. super no confidence.. all these stress are making me drain out.. very drain.. i'm tired really tired when i even haven start SCHOOL YET!!!! Guess wat i'm doing now.. drinking Kopi-O despite i know that i will suffer from the side effects later.. but i really need an energy booster now... i need to destress but chocolate doesnt help anymore.. last wkend fireworks did manage to help but there will not be fireworks every wkend rite.. sighz.. sadz..

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Pissed off

just another episode of feeling unsettled. all things seem to be so off to me... easily upset by my ward nurses for the entire day for things that were not within my control.. why am i so easily swing about by all these small little things.. yucks.. am i trying to be a perfectionalist or juz wanting others to work at my level.. i'm super not right!!!!

Sunday, August 12, 2007

等待。期待

曾经的我
一直在期待
期待着心中的结果
却迷失了自己

当期待成了失望
我学会了等待
总是在黑暗的角落
等待一个奇迹
等待一个机会
却蒙蔽了心眼
失去了判断

我讨厌这样的我
于是我拒绝了等待
拒绝了一个我无法承受的过程
或许抱着一个平常心的呼吸
我会好过一点
没有了期待
也没有了等待
我只想要珍惜眼前的一切

你是我心内的一首歌 by 王力宏 feature Selina



A very retro mv background and sweet combination.. simply like this simple lovely song!!

王:你是我心内的一首歌
王:心间开启花一朵
s:你是我生命的一首歌
s:想念汇成一条河
王:点在我心内的一首歌
王:不要只是个过客
s:在我生命留下一首歌
s:不论结局会如何

合:好想问你
合:对我到底有没有动心
合:沉默太久
s:只会让我不小心犯错
王:不小心犯错

s:点在我心内的一首歌
s:不要只是个过客
王:在我生命留下一首歌
王:不论结局会如何


合:你是我心内的一首歌
合:心间开启花一朵
合:你是我生命的一首歌
s:想念汇成一条河
王:想念汇成一条河

s:好想问你王:好想问你
s:对我到底有没有动心
王:对我到底有没有动心
s:沉默太久王:沉默太久
s:只会让我不小心犯错
王:不小心犯错

合:点在我心内的一首歌
合:不要只是个过客
合:在我生命留下一首歌
合:不论结局会如何

01S3B Class Gathering

I've always enjoyed meeting up with my JC classmates despite of the fact that i need to do the dirty work of organising it. It has been 3 months since we last met and maybe it is even longer for those who have been disappearing for a short while. frankly speaking 3 months to me was a bit long.. i remember when we first out of school.. we used to meet mostly every weekend when the guys were in the army.. subsequently at least once a month when the girls started school... when the guys started school we hardly meet up.. everyone seems to be busy with their own things and also their new group of friends..i miss the days that i can sit there quietly listening to the squabbles between jinying, weilin and fengchen; interesting army encounters from the guys; rayner's high-end experience of having fine dining and JAPANESE food!!; shiyun sharing her friends' "stories", and days of playing 'bridge' openly in the public while waiting for the usual latecomers, and not forgetting the famous "open number' to finish up the leftovers!!

Well we no longer play the foolish games we used to play.. Listening to each other's updates, work experiences, and travel experiences are nice too for today's gathering especially Zhenhao is back from his Work-n-travel in US.. I've gotten my last bday prezzie ffor this year from him-- Nike watch (Merge Attract series):-P


Something similar i got but it's in baby blue.. i simply juz love it





Anyway I enjoyed the gathering( esp the praises frm ppl regarding me :P).. i dunnoe when will be the next one especially when i'm starting school soon, and fengchen will be leaving for Korea for 4mths... but certainly i'm looking forward for the next gathering which i guess we will be able to hear more interesting stories from Jinying.. our very own SIA girl when she starts flying soon..
:-P


Having a drink at Coffee Club post dinner

My Buddy.. Zhenhao & me...

Reminiscing

Our very own CT, Mr Ng's Birthday celebration (2002)

Racial Harmony Day (2002)

Dinner & Dance (2002)

Visit to NYJC new campus (2004)


Annual CNY visiting @ Weilin's Place (2005)

Tioman Trip (May 2005)

Crazy Bangkok Shopping Trip (Dec 2005)

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

fustrated

sometime i wonder whether i'm selfish or not... its seems that i only can see my own problems and relying the rest to listen to my problems. though there was no complaints from any of my friends but i feel that i'm selfish.. self centred. i know that it has been a tough time for me for these few months and i'm too focus in his and mine issues.. and i lean onto my friends too much.. it nv comes to my mind that they themselves also facing a dozen of problems which were unknown to me.. but why do i have the cheek to rely on them.. they are not obliged to listen to me.. why am i loading with them my problems. i'm not that kind as what other think too.. self centred and selfish are all i can describe myself now..