My love

Pictures using my new SLR... graduation gift



In your eyes

无奈

无奈i guess is the only term i can use to describe how i feel towards events, relationships and things...
looking backward... i started to wonder if what I have done wrong in the past one yr and if that decision was a right one....
looking forward... I realised that i cant handle the change in the relationships between multiple people... and I do feel that they are jus too much for me to handle lately...
doesnt wan to complicate things... i started to be indifference... but that sensitivity of mine... cant help to juz feel upset by those words and things that had happened... it is good to be back as besties are ard... but seem like there are more bad weather casting over me since the very day i was back.... more tears need to be held back... more ways need to be given... yet things are still very tough on me.... no longer that happy as what i appeared to be.. no longer that easy as i thought... if life is like a river.... im in the rapids and it is a rough journey...